They broke us. 😢

[Murphyb849]

“We wanted to help people
We were smart and driven
We loved science and physiology, humans and disease
So we made a commitment
We signed up
It was an honor

We read thousands of pages
Attended hundreds of lectures
Pulled all-nighters
Took more exams than we thought possible
Finals week felt insurmountable
But it didn’t break us
It made us stronger

We learned statistics and biochemistry
Immunology and pathophysiology
We mastered genetics, virology and pharmacology
We read scientific papers and learned how to dissect them
Papers, not videos
It was an honor

We came running when you needed us
Literally, running down the hallway
To the ICU, the trauma bay, labor and delivery
I need help, you said
We can help, we said
It was an honor

There were moments that we thought would break us
Moments that drove us to journaling, to therapy, to nightmares
Broken babies.
Paralyzed children.
Dead pregnant mothers with three kids at home.
The wail of a mother whose son just died.
We bent but we did not break
We returned because you needed us
And we could help
It was an honor

Then there was fear
Fear of walking into our place of work
Fear that we’d be killed by going to work
Fear that we’d kill a loved one because of our work
There were tears and sleepless nights and anti-anxiety medications
But you banged your pots and pans
You sent us pizzas and called us heroes
You needed us
We could help
So we wore our masks, and our gowns, and our gloves, and our goggles
We decontaminated ourselves before going home and isolated ourselves from our families
We almost broke
It was an honor

How quickly the joy turned to defeat
Elation to rage
You’ve learned to do your own research now
You know better than we do
Gaslighting is your language
Your selfishness is astounding
You don’t want our help when we ask you to stay healthy
Yet you arrive at our doors begging for help at the end

You stole our resources
You hobbled our ability to help those who did what they were supposed to do
You killed our patients by filling our beds and using up our ventilators
We can’t help any more
You broke us
There is no more honor”

[CaliforniaPeggy]

1. This is so brilliantly written, as well as heartbreaking.

Everyone who is anti-vax needs to read this. They won't, of course.

[world wide wally]

2. WOW

[zuul]

3. Are you the author?

This is fantastic!

[FakeNoose]

4. It would be nice to know who authored this

I'm guessing maybe ... a Texas doctor?

I doubt that a doctor in New York or an eastern state would have written this.

Very powerful and sincere.

[Mr.Bill]

5. Sounds more like a nurse than a doctor.

Or maybe I'm just saying that because I'm married to a retired RN, and my stepdaughter is the fourth generation RN in our family.

[FakeNoose]

6. OK you may be right

It's heart-breaking.

[Celerity]

11. a tweet says this

https://threadreaderapp.com/thread/1433982937549074435.html





snip

[Hekate]

7. Heartbreaking 💔

[FailureToCommunicate]

8. Glad to see this getting attention. So so sadly true.

[keithbvadu2]

9. You've learned to do your own research now

[NJCher]

10. Looks like it was written by

Lt. General Russel L. Honoré.

It was written as a response to "Coronavirus & Crisis."

[ffr]

13. Still waiting for one of these unvaccinated to come forward to apologize to the rest of society

For stringing this pandemic along, endangering others, including all those 11 and younger unable to get vaccinated. You're all a bunch of self centered sons of bitches that need to go! The sooner the better for the rest of society.

[calimary]

14. Yep.