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I have 3 children. All girls. They are all adults now. I recently came to the realization that she doesn't like my children. Why? No clue. One of my children wad born with a birth defect. Had many surgeries and will have them throughout her life. My sister never visited her in the hospital when she was fighting for her life when she was a baby. Never visited her in the hospital or at home after her numerous surgeries. Never did the aunt thing and bought them my girls a rattle a pair of socks or a toy. However I watched her for over 20 years buy her friends babies gifts, go to baby showers etc.When we became homeless she wouldn't let us move in her huge house temporarily , but told me I need to go to a shelter. While in the shelter my daughter had a seizure and she wouldn't visit her or ask how she was doing when I told her what happened. She evaded the topic. Then I just recently found out that she told family members there was nothing wrong with my daughter , who had 18 surgeries and needs a machine to breathe. So I wrote her a lettter cutting her out my life .Best decision I ever made
Harmony Blue
(3,978 posts)but you gave it an honest shot. But you have come to terms with the fact people must be judged by the choices they make. Whether that is unfair or not if the repeated choices continue then that is how it is....sad but it offers some closure for you.
SummerSnow
(12,608 posts)Harmony Blue
(3,978 posts)that make poor choices (especially family members). But if it starts to hurt your health creating distance is the best thing you can do IMO.
roguevalley
(40,656 posts)defended them. Some day, when the world is over, you will have that chat. I am sorry for
your sorry sister and proud of you. Be strong. You did the right thing. Hugs from Alaska.
Pretzel_Warrior
(8,361 posts)or at least recently before the letter? And what was her reaction to any confrontation you may have initiated?
Families of grown siblings go through some difficult strains. We all have our own busy lives. But sometimes family members are uncaring and more of a drain on us emotionally than anything.
Wishing you the best.
SummerSnow
(12,608 posts)I confronted her about why she tell people nothing is wrong with my child. She said she's functional. that's all she said
Pretzel_Warrior
(8,361 posts)perhaps a "break" in the relationship will do you both good.
SummerSnow
(12,608 posts)that's all.
1StrongBlackMan
(31,849 posts)a lot of love for you, either.
I know about having a sister that for whatever reason has issues with me ... and much to Mrs. 1SBM's dismay, I have not cut her out of my life. The question I asked (and answered for myself): Would I feel better about myself by me closing the door to the relationship; or, by me leaving the door open?
My decision was/is made simpler in that the only (non-family emergency) contact that I have with her is by my initiation ... so I only reach out to her when I have the emotional energy.
kysrsoze
(6,021 posts)Last edited Wed Feb 19, 2014, 02:40 AM - Edit history (1)
Or it could be narcissism. From my reading, that all are similar antisocial/disassociative conditions. A cure might be questionable, but treatment is possible. However, that person would have to acknowledge a problem.
I have a similar sister, who could give a shit about any of my kids. The world revolves around her. Hasn't visited us in well over a decade. Doesn't attend any birthday parties or really anything we host. But if we don't invite her or people don't show up to her events, we/they are demons. She criticizes everything we do and frequently blames me for why my parents supposedly favor me over her (this isn't true - she just pisses them off so much that they have a hard time dealing with her). She refused to attend out wedding, but blamed us for not inviting her. She drives up to Chicago to go to some Cub fan event with her husband and asks me for restaurant recommendations, but doesn't even bother to ask if we want to meet up for lunch. They can't attend family functions b/c they are afraid to drive on the highways, yet drove past our house about 20 times to go to ballgames. Of course we do live all of 5 miles away from Wrigley Field and the Loop, so understandable, right? I could go on and on.
It used to royally piss me off and I've written her off multiple times. I now just go through the motions of being civil and no longer fighting... for the sole purpose of not upsetting my parents.
I understand your anger, frustration, pain, etc. it took me a long time to come to terms with it, and accept the fact that my own sibling doesn't care about me or my family. I have the feeling that when my parents are gone, I may never see her again. What can you do though?
Your sister is an asshole and fully deserves to be written off. I'm sorry you have to deal with that. No one deserves that kind of callousness, particularly from a family member.
SummerSnow
(12,608 posts)treats everyone like shit on her shoes
Courtesy Flush
(4,558 posts)I don't have kids, but the attitude toward me and my wife is just like your sister's. When I was 21 I was in a car crash and broke my neck. Mom wrote to him and broke the news, and never heard back. The next time she spoke with him, she said "Did you get my letter? Your brother's neck is broken." He said "Yeah, how about that!" Never a single card or phone call to me.
When he got married, I was not asked to serve in his wedding. We were on good terms back then (we don't speak anymore), and I'm his only brother. At least I was invited to the wedding. Out of three marriages he's had, that's the only invitation I got.
His worst offense was when we were in our early thirties. He was probably driving under a suspended license (per usual), and got into a wreck. I don't know how he got away with this, but he told the cop he was me. Could have made up a name, or used the name of an enemy, but he gave his brother's name. Naturally, he didn't show for court, and there was a warrant for my arrest, that I was not even aware of. (I'm 54 now, and still have never had a speeding ticket -- knock wood).
The stories go on and on. I'm just glad I never see him.
Dorian Gray
(13,493 posts)and perhaps she transferred those feelings to your daughter. Sad when families don't get along. Sorry.
SummerSnow
(12,608 posts)on I was in denial. I had to accept it
Dorian Gray
(13,493 posts)have you tried to discuss it with your sister?
SummerSnow
(12,608 posts)what I was talking about. She brushed it off.
LittleBlue
(10,362 posts)Not just about your daughter, but to refuse her own sibling shelter when you needed it.
I think you made the correct decision.
nadinbrzezinski
(154,021 posts)but at times that is best.
YarnAddict
(1,850 posts)The problem isn't between your sister and your daughters; the problem is between you and your sister. Or possibly even between your mother and your aunt!
My mother fought the problems of her own childhood through my sister and me our entire lives! She treated my sister the way she wished her own mother had treated her. As the older sister, she identified me with her own older sister--and made every effort to cut me out of the loop whenever she could--to the point that her living will specified that my sister and pastor would make all end-of-life decisions for her!
My sister was so mean to me for many years, because she was never told that it was wrong to say demeaning or cutting things to me; that behavior was treated as "normal sister stuff." My sister then expected that the same things were going to be accepted between her daughter and my son. But I was there to put a stop to it. I never had anyone to stand up for me, but my children had me. I put my foot down and let it be known that my children had just as much value as hers.
It also helped that we moved out of state when they were quite young.
You did the right thing. Hope you can feel okay about cutting a close family member out of your life.
SummerSnow
(12,608 posts)sanity and wellbeing. It was draining me.
YarnAddict
(1,850 posts)My sister and I have minimal contact now. I call her once every couple of months and we catch up. But there are boundaries. For the first time, ever.
Good luck to you. And stay strong.
raccoon
(31,110 posts)He did it to get at my mother. Just like with your mother, it was a hateful thing to do.
YarnAddict
(1,850 posts)our parents did our siblings no favors with their preferential treatment. My sister seemed to feel that the entire world should revolve around her (and her daughter.) I watched the way people reacted to her, and I am very glad that I'm not her!
I found a lot of answers on www.daughtersofnarcissisticmothers.com. Everything was there: the gaslighting, golden child/scapegoat, narcissistic rage, triangulation, etc. It put everything into perspective for me.
Your father may have been a narcissist, too.
Tx4obama
(36,974 posts)SummerSnow
(12,608 posts)his children. She didn't want him to even introduce her to his children. They are about 4 and 5 years old. She had a huge issue with them. During hurricane Sandy his home lost power and he asked her if they could come over and she said no.
Tx4obama
(36,974 posts)Sounds like your sister has 'issues'.
She apparently does not want to have any close relationships with children at all.
haele
(12,654 posts)They can be the "sweetest people in the world" so long as they are the heroes of their own lives and don't have to share attention with anyone else.
If she "never liked" your daughter who needed a significant amount of care and attention, it may be that since she couldn't "make a difference" by just being around, she was hit by jealousy that she would never admit to, because who could possibly be jealous of a little kid. And that's not something one can just "get over" - that sort of resentment festers in people who have issues like that.
Likewise a boyfriend who was also a doting dad - she wasn't the most important person in the world you and he just happened to inhabit with her.
Just my experience. It may be totally wrong, too.
Haele
kysrsoze
(6,021 posts)bettyellen
(47,209 posts)raccoon
(31,110 posts)Jenoch
(7,720 posts)is yiur sister married with children of her own?
Somehow I believe she has a personality defect. I don't think it is about you or your children. She is seriously messed up. If your sister will not help you when you needed it over the years, then it is far past the time to cut her out of your life.
Do you have other siblings? If so, what is their rekationship with her, and you too for that matter.
SummerSnow
(12,608 posts)I do have other siblings were close. However my other siblings had cut her out their lives several years ago.
Jenoch
(7,720 posts)but not as uncommon as you might think. For your children's sake, you too should give up attempting to keep your relationship with her.
pkdu
(3,977 posts)My sincere sympathies Summersnow.
riderinthestorm
(23,272 posts)Embrace those who love you and let the rest go, regardless of whatever the genealogy says.
Curmudgeoness
(18,219 posts)and your sister does sound uncaring. But I don't like my sister's kids either. I don't care much for any kids. I have no children and never wanted them. I do care about them in that if they hurt, my sister hurts, but I don't particularly like them. They are adults now and it is even worse. They have done too many things to hurt my sister.
But I am glad that my sister did not expect a doting aunt from me. I would not have done what you indicate that your sister has done (or not done), because that is just cold-hearted. But I never had any closeness to her children.
Lint Head
(15,064 posts)When a person has their nose so high they eventually run out of breathable air. I have a personal situation very much like yours.
I don't like to be around folks who just "tolerate" my presence. Life is too short.
TeeYiYi
(8,028 posts)...that I wouldn't do for my sister, and I mean nothing. And, I would gladly give my own life to have my other sister back. She died in 2006.
Of your entire post, this is the most telling:
That just shocked me.
TYY
Auntie Bush
(17,528 posts)She wouldn't even take her own boyfriend in. She sounds as if she has a deficit of empathy, compassion and emotion. Doesn't sound like a very nice person.
Sarah Ibarruri
(21,043 posts)SummerSnow
(12,608 posts)Sarah Ibarruri
(21,043 posts)I wonder if she simply does not like children? Some people prefer adults.
Also, when adults have no kids they have one type of relationship, and the moment they do, that relationship changes because the person that has children shifts his/her focus to the children, and that alters the relationship.
Maybe you made the shift of attention fully to your children, but she was not able to make the shift from the one-to-one sisterly relationship you had, to one in which you had to focus on her children (as part of you)? Perhaps she wanted to continue the same sisterly relationship you had before, when kids did not take most of your attention?
Just guessing here.
freshwest
(53,661 posts)Cha
(297,240 posts)sad that some people can be so inexorably heartless.. especially to their own families.
Best thing, indeed, SummerSnow.. who needs it. I hope you all are doing better now.
sheshe2
(83,770 posts)Douglas Carpenter
(20,226 posts)my life." It is a sad reality. But sometimes that is how it goes.
indie9197
(509 posts)don't like my sister. I have made every effort to not influence their feelings. Unfortunately she is a mean control freak. Oh, well.
handmade34
(22,756 posts)Auntie Bush
(17,528 posts)That's so sad when one can't get along with their mother. She must have been a piece of cake.
virgdem
(2,126 posts)I have the same situation with my brother. Due to his behavior and actions/inactions over the years, I have decided for mental health reasons and my sanity to cut the relationship with him completely. He has been a toxic presence in my life and it seems that your sister has been a toxic presence in your life as well. It is truly sad that your relationship with your sister can not be salvaged, but her issues are too numerous and damaging to your relationship with her. Sometimes you just have to let go-it's just that simple.
DeSwiss
(27,137 posts)kairos12
(12,861 posts)BodieTown
(147 posts)Just based on what you wrote, if you haven't already done so, do an online search for 10 signs of a psychopath. You might be unpleasantly surprised.
So many people don't understand that psychopaths are all around us...and in our families.
For what it is worth, I learned late in life that my own sister is a psychopath. They are hard-wired to not feel other peoples' pain or problems, not feel empathy, not feel much of anything except when it affects their own lives. They often demand attention.
There is no cure. There is no therapy for them that will really solve their problem.
There are always these two options:
1) Stick with them, but never allow them to get away with "winning" with their lies, back-stabbing, whatever. Too difficult, for me.
2) Turn your back and walk away from them, forever. This is what I did.
Something tells me, however, that you may be aware of this, and maybe you're looking for a little validation. Be happy in your decision; it was the right one, if you went through what I went through.
Xithras
(16,191 posts)Psychopaths and sociopaths (technically Antisocial Personality Disorder and Dissocial Personality Disorder) have the same underlying mental state, but the difference is in how they express it. Psychopaths like to hurt and kill people, commit crimes, and generally cause havoc. Sociopaths simply don't give a damn about anyone but themselves. Both conditions are built on the fact that the person can't make empathetic or social connections with others.
The unfortunate plight of most sociopaths is that they end up alone and miserable through no fault of their own. It's a mental disease like any other, and as you correctly stated, there is no cure and nothing they can really do about it. They were born broken, and they will die broken.
My brother in law is a textbook sociopath. I've always felt a bit sorry for him, but I still don't let him in or near my home.
BodieTown
(147 posts)The distinction is too gray. I'm not alone in my thinking.
Regardless, it's still a condition that most Americans recoil from.
When I read, "...she told family members there was nothing wrong with my daughter , who had 18 surgeries..", it was snap, of course.
Xithras
(16,191 posts)They are technically two different conditions, but they're based on the same underlying problem so it doesn't really matter.
I do still pity them a bit. Ultimately, a sociopath is no more responsible for their condition than a person with dementia or schizophrenia. It's an incurable brain disorder.
3catwoman3
(23,987 posts)died when he was 23 and I was 26, I always find stories of estranged sibling so very sad. I hope you are finding the peace you need.
Lex
(34,108 posts)for me to be around her and my brother and kids. She constantly belittles our family (my and my brother's parents), complains about any gift the kids get, and is just generally a very poisonous person to be around, therefore many years ago, I made a decision to be around her as little as possible and unfortunately I don't see my nieces and nephew as much as I'd like.
bravenak
(34,648 posts)She doesn't like me very much. Quick to down me to defend others, minimizing everything in my life. I leave her alone. When I'm reaching out to her, she runs away. Now she wants to talk to me all the time, and I feel bad, but I'm not interested anymore. You do you.
Whisp
(24,096 posts)your sister sounds like an anchor instead of a blessing. I have one of those too
Rozlee
(2,529 posts)I've always had a wonderful relationship with my son, but his marriage to his second wife is taking a terrible toll on all of us. She's pathologically possessive and he's had to purge his Facebook page of all but a few of his co-workers, friends and her relatives. From our side of the family, she only allows him to have contact with my daughter and two cousins. She made him quit three jobs because she got jealous of some of the women he worked with. Now, he's even started to slack off in child visitations on my grandson from his first marriage because she complains that he doesn't pay enough attention to her kids when he only sees my grandson for two week-ends a month. I never would have envisioned a scenario like this four years ago. That my son would be in a relationship with someone who completely cuts him off from his family and has major drama issues if he tries to go against her.
KentuckyWoman
(6,679 posts)Her complaint was also that I was not attentive enough to her liking. My point of view is a little different.
What I'm saying is I'm sorry your relationship with your sister hurt you. Sounds like it isn't very comfortable for her either. Don't know how or why mismatched people end up siblings but it hurts. I hope you and your sister can find a measure of peace about it.
proudretiredvet
(312 posts)They are the important ones. Love them and let them love you. Do not spend on more minute of negative time because of your sister.
I've been there with family but have much less patience than you do.
Deep13
(39,154 posts)I'm in a similar position with my mother.
Common Sense Party
(14,139 posts)Their first granddaughter could do no wrong, was great, walked on water, they went to her school plays, lavished her with gifts throughout the years, called her on the phone every week, etc. etc.
My kids? Meh. No birthday cards. No calls. No interest. My son is severely autistic, will likely never speak (age 20 now), and they never showed the slightest concern.
People are weird.
kysrsoze
(6,021 posts)It defies common sense, but some people are just sick in the head.
Citizen Seattle
(18 posts)Left brother's house NEVER to return because his partner pulled the bully back out of the bag for the last time. I can say never because he is a narcissist, abuser, addict who I now understand simply does not have the ability to develop empathy.
It's time for alanon meeting again just to recognize the symptoms of my own enabling behavior. (I haven't been to one in 25 years.) How many times I have made myself smaller so he wouldn't fly off the handle. I'm just starting to unwind the tension from walking on eggshells.
Last night I decided to use Pinterest instead of Google to search for "Co-Dependence". There I found multiple pins describing the narcissist/abuser. Your sister and my brother in law are perfectly portrayed.
Good riddance.
kysrsoze
(6,021 posts)Don't be so hard on yourself. That's what someone like that wants. The asshole just takes advantage of others' good intentions. You deserve no blame in it. Good for you writing the shithead off, though it might be a good idea to tell your brother why. He needs to grow a spine, and stop tolerating the abuse, including that directed toward the rest of his family.
raven mad
(4,940 posts)I've seen it too much. Not so much in my own life, except in areas, but in many others.
Rejoice in your daughters, rejoice in your love for them; don't worry about those unfortunate enough to not care. Anyone can donate a gift at a baby shower, give a birthing gift - that doesn't involve caring, that involves "social niceties" (which, to me, are bullshit). Anyone can do that. Hell, Ted Bundy did that.
My heart hurts for your pain, but honestly I think you did the right thing. A sister is someone you can count on, someone who cares no matter what, and helps no matter what. I know. I have no birth sisters. I have a LOT of 'em who aren't blood, but are family!
I'm sending all the good karma my 60 years and 5 cats can muster just now - which is considerable, because you're in pain.
Glitterati
(3,182 posts)If your best friend in the world did these things to you, said these things to you, how would you react?
Just because it's a "blood" relationship doesn't make it OK. There comes a time when severing the relationship is all you can do, for your own good.
TBF
(32,060 posts)woman (one of my friend's moms) shared with me years ago "be polite to your family, but you don't have to like them. If they aren't even polite in return you don't need to see them."
Luckily most of my family/extended family is pretty easy to get along with. We have our share of differences in politics and that sort of thing - but in small towns you accept folks for who they are. Mostly. I think you are doing the right thing in looking after yourself and your daughter. You don't need to continue to try to be nice to someone who's a jerk to you.
KurtNYC
(14,549 posts)the more they deny. I have seen it in alcoholics, co-dependents, enablers and others. It is a learned response to something they perceive as overwhelming. Compartmentalization and minimization complete the trinity. Clearly your sister has some issues and you have set a boundary that is much more appropriate and healthy than letting her hurt you and yours with a blind callousness.
Good for you.
bettyellen
(47,209 posts)It gets easier. I have some sociopaths in my family too- and you contort yourself into pretzels hoping shit will get better.
It gets better when you stop giving them a second thought, and focus on the people who love you and deserve your love. She ain't it.
4_TN_TITANS
(2,977 posts)It's a blood relative, nothing else.
Rider3
(919 posts)You're better off without her.
Warpy
(111,261 posts)Just walk away and try to make sense out of your own life.
SummerSnow
(12,608 posts)Glorfindel
(9,729 posts)My nieces and nephews, their children, and (yes!) grandchildren have been the joys of my life. You and your precious daughters are better off without her in your lives.
riverwalker
(8,694 posts)but love my grandchildren.....walking the razor's edge.