The Rude Pundit: For Memorial Day, A Poem from a Vet

[meegbear]

This is "You Have No Fucking Clue" by Vietnam War veteran Joe Depaoli

A bunch of young men in their late teens riding a bus to MCRD San Diego; “Get the hell out of the bus and on those yellow footprints you fucking Maggots”.
You have no fucking idea

Congratulations Marine, the pride one has.
You have no fucking idea

On our way by ship to Vietnam, riding out a two day typhoon on an old WWII troop transport,
You have no fucking idea

Off the coast of Vietnam, watching flairs, tracer rounds flying, shell bursts,
You have no fucking idea

Getting on a Mike boat and setting foot on enemy land locked and loaded,
You have no fucking idea

An officer comes and says we can’t fire on the enemy until they fire first,
You have no fucking idea

The first night in enemy country,
You have no fucking idea

Short round, several Marines wounded; Cpl. Take those two new Marines out about 3 clicks and set up an LP. Night, dark as hell, seeing movement, fire M16 full auto, hear yells of I’m hit, I’m hit; cease fire, we just fired on or own ambush.
You have no fucking idea

Not on point today, why am I flying in the air, trip wire and a grenade;
You have no fucking idea

Scraping my wounds and the wounds of guys next to me out with a brush, no anesthetic until they are clean and bleeding,
You have no fucking idea

On the hospital ship USS Sanctuary, standing on the railing, watching a CH46 attempting to land on the flight deck, it suddenly pitches right and 19 folks are in the water… only 5 survivors.
You have no fucking idea

Alfa Co. is gridded in by the NVA, only 26 non casualties out of 115 marines, rescue effort to pick up the dead and wounded, place dead and wounded on tanks.
You have no fucking idea

Take the wounded and dead off the tanks, some flesh remains on the tank exhaust, the burning flesh of Marines, so hastily loaded aboard,
You have no fucking idea

Back at Con Thien, only a couple of hundred incoming today; buddy hit twice by shrapnel, blew my radio away and part of one of my fingers, got to get him to the chopper,
You have no fucking idea

Med evac buddy, he lost one eye, at the hospital in Da Nang, someone yells, everyone that can get under your beds, incoming,
You have no fucking idea

On a C130 flying over the South China sea, finally feel a little safe,
You have no fucking idea

One month later landing at Travis AFB the cheers of all aboard resound as we touchdown back in the world,
You have no fucking idea

Seeing my mother and father, round eyes, no smell of cordite, no smell of burning 55 gallon drums of shit, no orders to lock and load, no sound of incoming, no dead bloated maggot infested bodies of the enemy on the ground, no one screaming I’m hit medic up, no more shredded jungle fatigues, no more dumping of enemy bodies in town squares,
You have no fucking idea

I look at my mother and father, dad has a fucking idea because he was in WWII, and my mother has a fucking idea because of being in an occupied country in WWII, nothing is said or needs to be said other than “Glad you are home son.”

My wife, my children my grand children most of my family and friends,
You have no fucking idea

Dear Lord, Dear Ancient ones, how I wish I had no fucking idea.

http://rudepundit.blogspot.com/2014/05/for-memorial-day-poem-from-vet.html

[Lugnut]

1. K&R! n/t

[russspeakeasy]

2. I just want to say "WOW".

In 100 years, I couldn't have said it better.

[daleanime]

3. ........

[Victor_c3]

4. Memorial day sucks

Vietnam wasn't my war and my experience in Iraq wasn't exactly like that, but as a combat vet I have an idea.

The last two lines really hit home on me though.

"My wife, my children my grand children most of my family and friends,
You have no fucking idea

Dear Lord, Dear Ancient ones, how I wish I had no fucking idea. "

The sense of alienation I feel after returning from a war isn't uncommon, but that doesn't make me feel any better.

I'm not sure how I'm going to do this, but I really really really have the bug to do something to try to give those people who have no idea some semblance of an idea of what it's like. The reality of war needs to be taught in our society and on display for all of to see if we hope to limit wars in the future. Too much emphasis has been made on modern warfare to make it palatable and even entertaining for the masses. Terms like "surgical strike" and "shock and awe" and the blatant banning of the photographing of flagged draped coffins returning from the Middle East hides what is really going on. Games that children play instruct us that combat is actually fun!

Displays and ceremonies like those on memorial day that present to us a glorious portrayal of war and the sacrifice teach our children the wrong sorts of ideals. There is no glory in war. I can't speak for all vets, but I certainly didn't feel any sense of accomplishment or pride in my wartime actions. I'm more or less scared out of my mind that my children and family will discover exactly what I did in the war as they get older. Don't get me wrong, I never did anything illegal. I'm worried that my kids in particular will think that their dad was some sort of a monster.

I brought my kids (aged 3 and 5) to a local memorial day parade yesterday and I about lost it when a group of kids from a local military school were marching by in formation. "What a waste" was all I could think. After having served myself, I would never let my kids join the military. I love them way too much to inflict war on them.

Then my own thoughts turn to the guys I lost in my own platoon when I was in Iraq. 5 guys, lost on 24 Jan 2005. What for? Sadly and truthfully, absolutely nothing.

My 5 year old daughter knows that I was in the Army, but she has no idea what that means. At this point she has no idea what war is or what the true meaning of memorial day and veterans day is. She just sees everyone waiving a flag and sees her dad sad and distant on those days and doesn't know why.

Anyways, I'm done rambling for now. Hey, I get to do it all over again in November!