Eating oreos at 1:31 AM

[vercetti2021]

Hi lovelies. Its official. I got oreos and failed as a daughter. I couldn't find the time to even get the stuff for a surprise party for my mom.

I couldn't get out for a cake, my gifts are all delayed, I couldn't figure out food. I failed. Like everything else. Like everything else in my life.

I fell asleep at 8 from being exhausted. I woke up at 7 the other morning. And figured it wouldn't hurt to sleep. Now I'm awake.

[Skittles]

1. stop it, verc

you're not a failure! These are trying times, we are all faltering at times. We do the best we can!

[vercetti2021]

4. I feel like I'm not trying enough

Kind of a theme of my life

[catbyte]

2. Don't be so hard on yourself, sweetie. Mom will understand!

BTW, earlier this evening, my friend dropped off the Girl Scout cookies I bought that her granddaughter was selling. I'm in trouble now.

[vercetti2021]

5. I wish I had Girl Scout cookies

Especially the peanut butter. I love peanut

[Skittles]

9. those little masked shysters hit me up outside a grocery store last week!

I got six boxes

[mucifer]

3. That stuff happens it's hard

I am not a big fan of myself, too. That's why I fell asleep at 10pm woke up at 11:30 and am still awake distracting my thoughts with the internet.

[vercetti2021]

6. I'm probably up for the Long Haul

That's all I need today.

[Raster]

7. STOP beating yourself up...

... it serves no purpose.

[vercetti2021]

8. Welcome to my life

I've been doing it for years now.

[KT2000]

10. There is a line in the movie The Dig

Basil Brown tells the boy Robert that we all fail every single day and that's just the way it is. Most of us judge ourselves too harshly and compare ourselves to "the perfect" as if there is such a thing. If you are not donald trump, jr, eric, ivanka, jared kushner, bill barr, mcconnell, cruz, hawley, ron johnson, etc. - you are a freaking marvelous person!!! Enjoy those oreos!!

[bluecollar2]

11. I'm sorry you're going through a tough time right now

Are you warm and safe right now? Weather is beginning to improve...

P.S.

[vercetti2021]

16. I am

I got coffee

[bluecollar2]

19. A good cup of coffee can be what makes the difference.

Being English though, my preference is for strong black tea with a little cram and sugar...

[dawg day]

12. Hugs.. don't be too hard on yourself

You live and want to help... and that's everything.

[vercetti2021]

15. I do

But I'm becoming highly unreliable

[LiberalLoner]

13. You are a good person going through a hard time

Please be gentle with yourself.

❤️🌹

[vercetti2021]

14. I'm trying

I always put a hard time on myself

[Baitball Blogger]

17. Honey, if you were even thinking about throwing a party for your mother,

you are a wonderful daughter. Don't be so hard on yourself.

[vercetti2021]

18. I always am

My cousin is getting the cake instead because I failed to do it over the week.