Eating leftover birthday cake at 5:24 AM

[vercetti2021]

Hey lovelies. Good morning. I slept all night. I think that happens when you eat 7 to 8 slices of pizza and chocolate cake.

Member I said last night when I felt like a failure? Well my cousin requested us to visit her home. Where she surprised my mom with cake and pizza. Which I was happy she was able to do. But fueled my self hatred for myself further I couldn't do this basic thing for my own mother.

So my depression is up and energy is all but gone today. So I'm sitting here drinking coffee and scrolling through pinterest at crafting and paintings.

Hi?

[Croney]

1. Good morning! There is nothing I love more than birthday cake.

Sadly, I have none. I do have coffee, so will join you in a cup or two as I look out at the snow-covered yard.

I hope today brings you a reason to smile.

[vercetti2021]

3. I hope so

Looking at tattoo art to see what my first ink will be now

[TEB]

2. ?

How much cake is left friend asking for myself and three dogs oh yea and pizza

[blm]

4. Heheh

[vercetti2021]

5. Half

Then Wednesday I'll be getting vanilla ice cream and peach pie. My own surprise

[TEB]

6. We love pie my boys dogs and I enjoy friend

[vercetti2021]

8. Lol

What's your favorite pie

[TEB]

10. Blueberry

Or pecan yet our dogs open to all and I share friend with the furry boys

[vercetti2021]

11. You should be careful on what you might feed them though

A lot of dogs can't have certain fruit

[TEB]

13. Yup

I hear you yet these furry kids are family we love them a small bite doesn’t hurt

[vercetti2021]

14. True!

Normally a lil crust isn't bad or whipped cream

[marble falls]

7. Must be something going around. Started falling into funk, stayed busy, but was losing ground ...

stewing over the holes in the 'plan'. Hadn't seen a couple of the ferals and only saw one at the shelters I put together in a lea corner on our condo. Got everything but water not realizing water lines are only buried 18" here.

Yesterday, we had bright sun and when went out to feed cats, the missing ones were waiting on the door step. Best moral booster. Badly needed.

Chin up. This too shall pass.

[vercetti2021]

9. What plan

Are you a Animal Rescuer I'm curious

[marble falls]

12. The Covid plan, the Freeze plan. Both had glaring holes that became apparent at a point ...

... where it was too late.

I have a 'rescue' cat I brought inside, and I feed and try to get neutered our ferals.

How we treat pets as disposable is a crime. Sometimes it really eats me.

[vercetti2021]

15. I agree

Animals are much more better than humans