I just don't get me relatives!!!!
Damn, in my 38 years, I don't think your are supposed to get other people. Including your relatives. I'm convinced to love who you need to love, and offer nothing else. Just love. Maybe they love you back, maybe not. At least you offered it.
I just don't understand some people, how they are?? I know I've been through some shit, however I put that behind me. Oh to know, you'd have nightmares!!! I was very bad.
Now that I'm older, and have kids, all whom I love with all my heart, and a husband that I'm so very fortunate to have stayed with me through my very bad times, and I mean bad, I look at the people today, and say WTF???
I look at my babies sleeping now, and my hubby cuddling our dog, and think, why can't we all love like this??? No matter what you do, there are many things to piss me off, I'll still kiss you and give you a big hug, and say "I Love You."