Trigger warning. Mention of suicide. Ramblings on why things are the way they are.

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7. My friend killed himself, maybe about 20 years ago. He was diagnosed, manic-depressive.

When Reagan won the election, he did't leave his bedroom for over two weeks, except food and toilet. Other times, his world was on fire.

Then one day, he got a haircut, put on a good suit and tie and dress shoes and shot himself in the bath tub. His letter said he chose the bathtub so's there would be less mess to clean.

I don't believe it is always a function of rational/irrational. sometimes it is a bad chemical imbalance.

Then there is the video of the guy in a courtroom who was convicted of whatever he was convicted of. Video shows him putting his hand to his mouth and collapsing, seconds later About one minute later, he was dead.