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In reply to the discussion: I've had very little peace [View all]ArizonaLib
(1,242 posts)He radiates the worst of humankind. He lives and acts out of fear and misery and he needs company from those of limited compassion and limited weakness.
However, after finding myself married to a narcissist who still scares my teenaged daughters, I have found that joy and resolve to be compassionate scares the hell out her and her father and his friends who also resemble that Covid king's followers.
Between bouts of worry, spread your joy by being yourself among friends (including your DU friends) loved ones and strangers in public places. Anyone with any situational awareness is scared also. The other side is always scared or they would not be voting republican or preparing for war with our society whose founders agreed that our government exist for the purpose of 'the general welfare', was tops.
My former father in law, the outspoken patriarch of that family never got the best of me or felt I was a reliable member of his camp because I was always up front, respectful had the strength to accommodate his daughter and him without giving in to stupid crap. in sports terms I left everything on the field even till Covid. I had previously avoided divorce because I understood her father would get involved and I could lose my girls because he has much better resourced for it. When Covid hit, my ex isolated from her family and tensions grew among them and estrangement set in. She was able to avoid any shame or embarrassment and criticism from a deploying a sociopathic style divorce strategy, and was encouraged to do so by a close friend of hers. One of my daughters soon after left for out-of-state college, and I have the younger one with me, as she refuses to have anything to do with her mother by her own choice, because she is so afraid of her. So the 3 of us are now safe from all of my ex and her family. My mother for a long time lamented that the perfect storm of Covid, years of emotional abuse, which supported by in-laws - caused the pain of our household's destruction. But we now see it as saving us.
Remember also, conservatives, whenever they manage to collect enough fringe elements into their camps always blow it up. During the revolutionary war they supported the Tories. Later they supported the formation and preservation of the plantation system. After that, they supported the policies that caused the Depression of the 1930's. Since then, they have chipped away at everything that supported 'the general welfare'.
We come out better after each of these rebirths but in the moment it is scary. Feeling scared is different than conservative bullshit fear. So rest the best you can, distract yourself the best you can with things that exercise your joy and connect with loved ones. Show them you won't allow the other side to steal your spirit unwillingly. Our liberal community will still be around to pick up the pieces once again and the next time and each time after. We always clean up after the elephants when the circus leaves town.
I am scared, too. Hang in there!