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Mental Health Support

fizzgig

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2. normal is not something i'm usually described as ;)

Reply to elleng (Reply #1)

Wed Feb 22, 2012, 04:51 AM

Feb 2012

the fact that he is so good to the cats, so concerned for their well being, tells me that the good man is still there. it's just so hard to see him buried under so much of his own shit and know that i can't do much to help him dig out of it.

the anger at myself comes from needing him so much to be whole. i should be able to do that on my own, but he filled so many little holes in me. it makes me feel weak.

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things got ugly again [View all] fizzgig Feb 2012 OP

He is there, somewhere, elleng Feb 2012 #1

normal is not something i'm usually described as ;) fizzgig Feb 2012 #2

i think what it makes you is vulnerable. mopinko Feb 2012 #4

thanks, mo fizzgig Feb 2012 #7

One of the hardest things for me to understand about my ex EFerrari Feb 2012 #3

that's what i'm struggling with right now fizzgig Feb 2012 #5

I hung in for about 12 years. EFerrari Feb 2012 #6