God has united body and soul for human flourishing

[Karadeniz]

3. Im so jealous! I wish I had a class to get people thinking deep thoughts! If I did, I would start the class by having

everyone read Your Eternal Self. It's a compilation of most of the research that's been done on the powers of Mind over brain. There's so much that could be added. I regularly check out NDE videos and there are a few that are compilations of the thousands of NDE experiences that suggest a pattern. Then there are the Psychic Detectives videos...OMG! What they can do takes some of the evidence in Your Eternal Self to amazing lengths, as they often also predict the future. These are backed up by the police officers with whom they worked. I was listening to a video last night and couldn't make out the name of the scientist referred to precisely...Herman (?) Lazlo/Laslo. Anyway, he's twice been nominated for a Nobel prize, I think for his work in quantum physics leading to a defense of the Akashic records. The interviewee was on Next Level Soul, another website I regularly check out for its latest videos.

To answer your specific questions. As my Soul was traveling towards the Source, I passed over and above hundreds of souls and I couldn't have cared less about them! My Mind definitely retained some human greediness to it! All I could think about was getting closer to the Soul, in part because I was convinced that this was the journey I wouldn't have to come back from. I just knew I'd be joining the Source this time and that was all I wanted. The law of attraction isn't typically discussed much, but it's so evident when physicality is subtracted from the picture. In NDE's the subjects see the shining energy figure of what they call Jesus, although the figure itself rarely identifies itself. Once it replied that it had had many names and Jesus would do. Most want to actually merge with this energy, as they do if they encounter an even greater source of energy they identify as God. There's an NDE by a Jewish girl who meets "Jesus" and "God" and she climbs onto the "lap" of the God energy...the Jesus figure literally had to forcibly remove her from the place to get her to go back to her body...NDErs never want to return to their earthly life. So, even on that level of spirit reality, the attraction to spirit energy and the desire to literally merge with it is strong.

In fact, so greedy was I that in my progress I encountered souls that were jam packed together the closer I got to the Radiance. Two of them were in my way and I literally tried to "manhandle" them, pushing myself between them for all I could. Unfortunately for me, once I was able to at least wedge myself between these obstacles, my expectations of joining the Source were dashed to the ground as I understood that I could proceed no further. By this time, I was well into the field receiving Radiance, so I made the best of my disappointment and decided I'd be happy where I was...and who wouldn't? The Radiance is like having a warm massage on every molecule of your body. Exhilarating. Relaxing. The words most commonly used to describe this energy penetrating the soul are Bliss and Ecstasy. My Soul would move around in place to make sure every inch of it would get Radiance. So self-centered!!!

I did have one redeeming event, so I did learn something from my time in what I knew as the World of the Source. Much to my sorrow, I got the message that I had to leave. Rats! However, one doesn't argue with the Source, so I retraced my steps the way I had come in. My journey away took much more time than my hustle in! At the end of all the rows of souls that were waiting beyond the Radiance field, I stopped before moving through the Void where my journey had begun. From that vantage point, I looked around and saw that there were actually some few souls way into the void. They were tiny, sluggish, of no particular color, dim. I called them anemic. They were stuck there, I could tell. They had no way to experience the Radiance at their distance, so they would never feel the awesome Goodness of the Source's nature. Experiencing the Radiance is really the best way to understand our Soul nature. So, for the first and only time I deviated from my apparently charted course and chose to go to those souls. I said, "I won't need this where I'm going," "this" referring to the Radiance my Soul had acquired. I didn't have a clear idea of "where I'm going," but into the void was all I needed to know. I floated over to the first pitiful excuse for a Soul I came to, moved right up to it, touching it and transfused some of my Radiance into it. I realized that this was the only way such a soul would learn anything! In its current state, it couldn't advance towards the Source. Its only way of experiencing the nature of the Source was if we Souls coming and going gave it the experience. I sort of measured out a transfusion amount so I could help several of these poor things. I had maybe enough Radiance to help three of them. When I realized my supply was out, if I made my way out through the void, I don't remember it. All I know is that I woke up from my nap madder and more depressed than I'd ever been. I couldn't bring myself to face this world. Most of my hostility was focused on Gravity. I have never felt so heavy in my life. I couldn't move. I couldn't believe that I was going to have to walk, connect my body with the ground in order to get around. The thought occurred to me that if I cut off my legs...and I was a classical ballerina...I wouldn't have to use them for locomotion that tied me to earth. I lay in bed for quite awhile before finally deciding I was stuck here so I'd better get used to it. My first few steps were like any movie you've seen with a character taking his first few steps after some sort of paralysis.

I didn't tell anyone about the experience because I didn't understand. At first, I tried to translate it into terms I was familiar with, God, Holy Spirit, Heaven. There was no Christ. However, the experience was so real on its own terms that I didn't really feel comfortable with terms that had never really had a strong meaning to me, anyway. Also, I had no idea why I had had this experience. I knew I wasn't anything special, so I assumed it was a mistake, a crack in the vast scheme of things that I had accidentally slipped through. I toyed with the notion that maybe I was special, since I'd had a good experience of "heaven." That didn't last long, since I had after all been kicked out, given the old heave ho, expelled, etc. And I knew that the reason I had to leave was that my Soul just flat wasn't good enough. So much for being special!

I have to go. I'll finish your questions...how did this affect my life...when I get back.