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fucking great. It wasn't "just" inside the prisons.
Oh man Scotty beam me up, TAKE ME WITH YOU!! damn it but I hate hearing this.
It's what I argued about with I don't know how many people. This torture, this inhumanity.
But there wasn't enough "proof", it was all "rumors" and so I should have "shut up".
Hey, let me say it one time
I TOLD YOU SO YOU DAMNED FOOLS!!!!!!!!
I told you (I know, they aren't even here, but please allow me?) told you told you TOLD YOU this was bad. I said it would be story after story after story, and that after a while, no matter what the US said or did, the stories would keep coming out. I asked them, repeatedly, "how many is too many?" Those many other forum lovers, seeking discussion, seeking opinions, putting me down and you wouldn't believe the things these "intelligent" people said. To me. About TORTURE.
and I told them, and I kept on TELLING them, but no, this is wrong, this is bad, even if there is ANY legitimate use for this, WHY are the stories coming out then, why wasn't it carefully controlled...as we would HOPE any torture would be carefully "controlled"
told them. The stories would keep coming out. Story after story, scar after scar, and I told them, WE WILL NEVER recover from this.
I made such a scene. I made such a fool of myself, I stayed on a few more months and finally gave it all up. I could tell you where, tell you who, name poster names, probably even dig up some of the old discussions. Wouldn't matter, but the anger is still there in me. Last year. The year before. Maybe hundreds. Probably hundreds, come to think of it. Bar. You were flat wrong BAR you dumb so and so I TOLD YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you idiot...
Told them. Told them these stories, that there would be thousands, would have to end up being thousands, and, when is it too much, if they thought it was "no big deal, happens all the time, we've always done stuff like this". Sure. Sure we have. But it was the first I ever heard about it...and I was in the damn military. So it wasn't exactly business as usual, and it wasn't exactly a rumor that I learned about the GC in NCO Preparatory School, the history, and WHY it's so...damned important. Was so damned important. To treat their prisoners well, so our own prisoners would be treated well, and because it was our superior justice and freedom we believed in.
All for nothing. Wasted. For these bastards.
I tried to tell them. I tried so hard. Now, I'm just ashamed of them, so many of "them", because I liked them. But now I despise them. And how can I not?
How can we ever hold our heads up again?
I can't
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