Need your prayers and good thoughts

[no name no slogan]

Hi folks, I normally don't get all serious and maudlin, but I could really use some good vibes and prayers.

As most of you know, I've been battling clinical depression for most of my life. I had a major episode last spring that landed me in the hospital, and it looks like I'm in the middle of one right now. I'm trying to avoid the hospital, and am under a doctors care again. I'm trying my best to beat this thing, but it's been on my back most of my life, and I've only got so much fight in me.

I just wanted to thank you all for giving a damn about me, and really appreciate the support you've given me in the past. I will probably have to leave here for awhile so I can get myself well. If you want to PM me, feel free, as I'll probably check those and could really use the support right now.

Peace be with you all,
nnns

[Trigger Hippie]

1. You certainly will be in my thoughts.

I know how depression can be, believe me. Take care of yourself. :hug:

[NewWaveChick1981]

2. nnns, all my best thoughts coming your way!

I have had several family members with major depression, and it is not easy. :hug: I hope you get through this OK!

[Richardo]

3. You have my full support, nnns

Sending you peace and strength :pals:

Get better soon!

[djeseru]

4. You've definitely got them.

It sounds like a situation I'm trying to stay away from myself. I truly hope you can find a way out...

Peace and blessings, nnns. :hug:

[miss_american_pie]

5. Hang in there

You'll be in my thoughts. :hug: :hug: :hug:

[Call Me Wesley]

6. Good vibes coming your way.

Walk tall! :hi:

Peace with you too, namesake!

[auntAgonist]

7. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

I'm glad you're under a dr's care and hope you continue to be. :hug: take good care of yourself. Eat right, even when you don't feel like it. Don't isolate yourself from those who love and care for you.

we're here if you need us :)

:hug:

aA
kesha

[southlandshari]

8. Don't stop believin', darlin'!

:hug:

:hug:

:hug:

:hug:

:hug:



You cheered me up when I was feeling down more than once - anything I can do for you when the roles are reversed, just let me know!

:D

[Shell Beau]

9. Aw, I am sorry!

That really sucks! I hope and pray you pull through this slump! :hug:

[livetohike]

10. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers no name no slogan

:hug: Take good care of yourself.

[khashka]

11. But why?

You are an incredible person! Seeing you around makes me happy.

Yeah I know it's tough... and there are days when you think I can't do this anymore. Been there done that.. But you are much stronger than you think you are.

So I'm saying do whatever you need to get well... and try to see yourself through my eyes.Because I see someone amazing.

Khash.

[In_The_Wind]

12. You are always in my thoughts, nnns! Good vibes ~~~~~~~~~

Hang in there. I'll be thinking the very best for you. :loveya:

[dolo amber]

13. Awwww, c'mere you

:hug:

Be well darlin'. :yourock:

[Haole Girl]

14. Stay well!

:hug:

[Sugar Smack]

15. I love you.

I really do.

[Floogeldy]

16. You're cool.

And you always will be. :)

[Deja Q]

17. You are in my thoughts, my dear NNNS.

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

You're a good man.

[DeposeTheBoyKing]

18. Please take care, NNNS

Sending good vibes your way. Believe me, there are people here who know what it's like.

[REDKING]

19. Take good care brother....

I'm fighting with you,peace love and good journey to you and to all RK.:D

[Sugar Smack]

20. .

:hug:

[uppityperson]

21. hang in there nnns, depression is a tough thing.

peace to you.

[u4ic]

22. You have it in spades, nnns

Isn't it ironic that the funniest people often also suffer from depression? Your posts keep me in stitches.

Take care, m'friend. You did it before - you can do it again. I wish you all the best.

:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

[LaraMN]

23. You got it!

:hug: :(

[KitchenWitch]

24. You have my support

I battle that beast as well.

[bridgit]

25. a little juggling couldn't hurt...

i only wish i was a better juggler x( :hi: :hug:

[Dangerously Amused]

26. Ah, hon, ya got Arby's all over me.

[progmom]

27. I know very well how overwhelming depression can be.

:hug:

I am glad you are getting help.

I have a feeling you have a LOT of fight left in you, friend.

Always know that there are people here who care about you. And never hesitate to reach out to the people who love you. You may feel like a burden, but they just want to be able help.

[latebloomer]

28. Keep fighting, nnns!

You are a great person, and I know you can rise again.

Light and love coming your way-

:hug:

[swag]

29. Hey, friend. Take care.

You're one of the best, the brightest, and the funniest.

I hope you feel better soon.

[cally]

30. Stay well

and remember that people do care greatly. Reach out for help because this is a very difficult disease to fight alone. :hug:

[ZombieNixon]

31. Hang in there, nnns.

:pals: :yourock:

[ThomCat]

32. I am there with you.

I have had serious chronic pain for 15 years now. Anyone who has chronic pain also has chronic depression.

I will be thinking about you and looking for your posts to see if you're around. Be well.

[lumberingbear]

33. Good vibes to you NNNS.

I had a bad episode 30 yrs ago. I tell people it was like losing a love one times 10.

Please feel good soon.

:hug:

[LaurenG]

34. You bet no name no slogan

and many hugs.:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

[fudge stripe cookays]

35. Aw sweetie...

hang in there!

You know how much we all adore you, and we need to know you're going to be OK. Take good care of yourself...

I'll be thinking of you!
fsc :hug:

[GOPisEvil]

36. Much support and good wishes!

:pals:

[no name no slogan]

37. THANK YOU EVERYONE

a quick update:

I'm not in the hospital, but I'm in a safe place. I am seeing some doctors on Tuesday who will hopefully help me get this sorted. They're also adding another scrip to my mix so maybe that will do something too.

Right now I'm safe. I feel horrible, but I'm safe. Sugar Smack, if you read this, please check your PMs. I haven't been able to call today because I've been asleep/unconscious. I love you and care about you very much. I will try to talk to you tomorrow, my love. I promise.

Once again, thanks to all of you for your warm thoughts and prayers. In the words of one of my favorite bands (Killing Joke): No way out but forward go.