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I have to tell you about my tree.
For a few years we have been worried about our old tree that was dying and now dead. We had no funds available for removal, which had us worried when the wind would pick up or if we got a heavy rain. This is due to the fact that the tree is close to our house. Well, in the last months bigger and bigger branches fell off, and we knew it was just a matter of when. We parked the car out of the way on stormy days. Often we remarked that it could easily take out our deck, not to mention us, if we happened to be out at the right time, in heavy wind.
This morning, was a terrible windstorm. I worried on our way to the car leaving the school busstop. All went well, and then coming home I parked out of the way.
I was downstairs when it happened. I heard a WHOOOSH! It didn't occur to me that it was the tree until I happened to look out. I thought, oh, some more branches, and then I saw that it was in fact the whole tree. Our scary old friend had passed. Came tumbling down because it had to.
We had been worried about a disaster for a long time, and the disaster didn't happen. It missed our deck and our house and most importantly , us. I can't tell you what a sense of relief I feel. Thank you, God.
Due to the fact that we have had some major financial difficulties this past year or so, and a few other unpleasant happenings, I find myself astonished and embrace this beautiful symbolism of how we can worry ourselves sick, just about, and in the end... yes something dies and even shows us its bare roots with a huge hole, but it turns out, everything is more than alright.
I embrace a kind of synchronicity as well, and I have chosen to see that it is time to enjoy the lemonade.
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