Okay, what gives , Rick??

[kimmerspixelated]

Yesterday, I started the day, with a major crying jag, and tonight, I'm a hyena.

Silly things, like wondering if tonight, ..am I going to wake myself up again with a snoring snort the same way I did the night before??

I mean, seriously, has that ever happened to you?? The snooze and snort fest, AND the emotional waffling see-saw effect??

:+ :+ :silly: :silly: :rofl: :rofl:

[Ricochet21]

1. No

I can honestly say that I have never, to my knowledge, had an evening full of snoring snorts ala hyena.
What's going on? READ THE NEWSLETTER. I detailed it. It's happening to all of us.

Aggression/assertion = let it out, act on it, you'll be ok
Aggression/assertion = don't let it out, then snort yourself to sleep

WATCH THE 8TH AND 9TH. watch everywhere and everyone

Sleep standing up

[kimmerspixelated]

2. I know, of course... the newsletter!

Agression/assertion.... okay that's it.

Is this thing..on?
:evilgrin: :P ;)

[Kookaburra]

7. Rick, is it possible that the 8th and 9th

could bring something GOOD? Or is it going to be a shit storm for everyone?

[OneGrassRoot]

8. Yes

:rofl:

I'm answering for him even though I don't know squat about astrology or much of anything.

;)

It's one thing to be in the moment and recognize the various levels of angst and suffering and all types of negativity we're faced with right now, but to project it into the future is something I think we're doing a bit too much of here lately.

My two cents. Now I'm disappearing again....and wish you and everyone a good day.

:grouphug:

[Kind of Blue]

9. Heard that! Avoid focusing on what I don't

want and work hard for what I do want. Good day, Dear Lady :hug:

[Kookaburra]

11. Right there with you, OGR,

because, to be honest, I don't think I can take any more bad stuff. I'm in pretty bad shape, and can't handle any more. Things MUST get better. There's no other choice. If others want the shit storm they can have it, but I cannot focus on that anymore.

[OneGrassRoot]

12. ....

:hug:

It's hard enough being in the midst of it, but to dwell on the thought that it will continue another day, another week, another month, another year....THAT is unbearable.

I say let's stay in the moment together and have faith that it WILL get better, and do our best to create it, of course.

Really, I don't know how to survive otherwise.

:loveya:

[Ricochet21]

14. Precisely

one day at a time,it is also important to note that while things are getting worse, they're also getting better, like a see-saw.
Keep at it! :hi:

[findrskeep]

13. You are absolutely right OGR...

It's important for everyone to focus on the here and now, and not think about what could happen. It's crucial that we don't hold any fear whatsoever in our emotional bodies right now. Thanks for the reminder! :yourock:

[FirstLight]

3. i had a werid time yesterday too

and today am dealing with the flip side of the coin as well...

so i guess it's that whole all/nothing piece?

[Ricochet21]

4. It's in the newsletter

You have to access the power that is coming up thru you, own it, and obliterate all your old habits
or
don't access it, and see it appear to actualize in the "real world" working against you.


It's so repititious, but true, Pluto is your power; the worst thing to use it for is for self-flaggelation.

Good luck

[FirstLight]

5. crikey! rick,

...and as much as I know you have been saying this since pluto started stirring stuff up ...it still feels like pulling teeth!

:dunce:

I know what my 'undoing' is...just have to stop DOING it!

[Ricochet21]

6. Explain clearly

what you mean by "pulling teeth"
The answer will be in your explanation, I think.

So, you're saying you have no control over your self-undoing?
Are you asking for a beating?
I am thoroughly confused.

By saying that all the time, does that buy you time to keep doing it?
Are you asking for someone to take responsibility and stop you?

I just don't get it.
I can't sit in judgement of you; far from it; I just don't understand it.
Sounds to me, if I compare it to my other clients, like you're trying to get your MOTHER to understand and since you can't you'll go to any extreme for her to notice your pain.

I had a similar relationship growing up.

Pluto is on your Venus, so is Uranus, what do you want from your Venus? That means, what do you want to be socially?
That is where the work needs to emanate from before Pl gets to your Sun (you and I will enjoy that picnic at the same time in about a year)

Edit: I am certain this is about the mother; please send me as much detail as possible re: your mom's birth and we'll dig it out
you really sound like you're barking up a deaf tree. I've seen this plenty and you have every reason to think that you can get past this IMHO

[PADemD]

10. Snoring snorts

Major signs and symptoms of sleep apnea:

Choking, snorting, or gasping during sleep

Other common signs and symptoms of sleep apnea include:

Moodiness, irritability, or depression

http://www.helpguide.org/life/sleep_apnea.htm#signs

Please see a doctor!

[kimmerspixelated]

15. I DID seriously exaggerate the snorting.

Writers do that to embellish a lot. I snorted one time and woke myself up. No, I can see it's not a bit funny, quite serious, and I thank you for your concern, I really do. I may have a little moodiness but I'm not irritable and I'm no more depressed than other women who are facing divorce. I will ask my husband to tell me about the kind of snoring he hears, since you've drawn my attention to it. Thanks again.