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Some background on the child and my class. He is 11 years old in the 4th grade. He should be in 6th grade. I have all the EIP (Early Intervention Program - kids who "failed" the state test) plus some kids who qualify for Title 1 services (passed the test but barely), and some average and well above average kids. Because of the husge range of abilities in my students, I differentiate instruction in all subjects. Students work at their own pace on the skills they need to work on based on prescription I have written for them through a wide range of assessments. I test all my students for learning styles at the beginning of the year and I have learning centers that have actvities for the various learning styles. This particular student's learning style is auditory - he learns by hearing. This child has always had difficulty in school and has always been a behavior problem in the room. He is not bad - in fact he is an extremely sweet boy - he just craves attention, and will do whatever it takes to get attention. He is pulled out for various programs from my class throughout the day. In fact, out of a 6 1/2 hour school day, he is only in my room for 3 hours (not at one time, he's in the room for 30 minutes, pulled out for 30 minutes, back in the room, pulled out again, etc.). Getting him settled after the pullouts is a problem. I see his primary problem as low self-esteem. He thinks he is dumb and bad. He tells everyone that. When asked by one of his pullout teachers why he was the only kid with a chart, he replied, "Cause I be bad." He is so accoustomed to having one-on-one help with the simplest assignment, he thinks he is too dumb to do anything independently. He failed the state reading test last spring. He passed it in the summer, but he told me (and the teacher confirmed it) that when he retook the test in the summer, the teacher read it to him (thus invalidating the test scores - but that's a different story). He said to me that he knew he was dumb, because someone read him the test and that was the only way he could pass. I know ALL these people want to help him, but I feel they are hurting him by giving him the message that he is dumb, he is bad, and he can't do anything to change it. I have taught this type of kid for many years. I have had great success in turning around kids who were headed for trouble. I want to help this kid, but it has to start by eliminating the things that tell him he is stupid. The chart is meant to help him stay in his seat and complete his work, but it is not working - he won't even try. Why should he? It's embarassing for him to be the only child in the 4th grade with a kindergarten-styled chart.
What I see is that he needs to feel that he has accomplished something on his own. He needs to see for himself that he can do it. I don't care if he is out of his seat. I don't care if he needs to hop up and down on one foot while working. I just want him to try. I want him to know I believe in him. I have tested this kid, and he is bright. He has a wonderful sense of humor and is very witty. I had to break up a fight between two fifth grade boys the other day, and by the time I was back in the class, this student had written a rap for me called, "My teacher be bad." It was great, and I had him share it with the class. I have him learning his multiplication tables through the "Multiplication Rap," and he is writing his own rap for the poetry recitation competition. I am making small gains with this kid. I could do so much more if what I was doing in the class wasn't constantly being undermined by the pullouts and office intervention.
The principal got involved with this kid, because he threatened to kill himself a couple of months ago, so I called in the school behavior specialist to come and observe him for signs of abuse or depression. He doesn't get a lot of attention at home. Mom is a recovering addict. She recently got a job, but she works 3-11 shift at Walmart, so this child is alone a lot. His big brother is in prison (gang related). He does spend some time with his grandmother and uncle, who are both positive role models. The principal's contention is since I called in the behavior specialist, it means this kid needs to be tested for special ed. The behavior specialist has said the kid needs to stay in my room all day, because I am good for him. I have three rules in my room - Do your personal best, No excuses, Respect others the way you would want to be respected. That's it.
The problem is I have a parent of one of the white kids in my room that has been making a lot of noise at the board of education about this child. She doesn't want her kid in a class with kids like the student described above. She wants tracking, and of course, her kid in the highest track. I believe a lot of the interference I have been getting from the principal is because of this mom. She made so much noise at the county that she has been given special permission to move her kid to another school (one that is 95% white). The county caved.
Anyway, I believe in this child, and I won't give up on him. I am willing to do whatever it takes to get him to believe in himself. Problem is, he has been crippled throughout his educational career by well-meaning people who have taught him the hidden curriculum that kids like him are dumb and bad. Found out Friday, during community circle, that this child's first grade teacher pulled his hair, called him stupid, and made him stand in a corner on a regular basis (other kids in the class who were in his first grade class confirmed this). That woman still teaches at my school. This kid was in that woman's class for 2 years, because when she retained him, the principal put him in the same class the next year. The damage done by this woman is still affecting this child. Anyway, I am going to keep on doing what I am doing. He is resisting right now, because it's scary having what you have believed to be true turned up-side-down. I will not give up on him. I have already talked to his mom and made arrangements for him to stay at my house a couple of days this week while she works. For him, I think the most important thing is building a relationship with him where he trusts me and doesn't think I am just telling him he's smart, special, and important - he needs to know I really mean it.
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