still plugging along

[mopinko]

i have spent most of the last week camping. good to get away, and just rest and chill. it felt a little like exile, but not too.
we will be seeing my therapist together on sunday, and i hope we will be doing that weekly for a while. my visits alone with her were so focused on the problems i am having with him, that it seemed kinda pointless. i am just not the patient type. i want to get on with it. he is feeling better, and seems to be making some progress with his therapy. at least he has been getting over the unavoidable dust ups, instead of holding onto it. and we are both trying to keep a positive attitude.
we are not really able to talk about our problems right now, but i trust my therapist to help us get things moving. we were just going around in circles when we tried to talk. and i am not really able to let things out that. i need a safe place for that. maybe we will be able to come up with some ground rules. we have found some tactics that help keep the lid on. now we will see if we can peek under that lid.
such hard work. blech.