Reply #20: I was 14 and getting stoned with my 16yr old male next door neighbor [View All]

[loudestchick]

He kissed me. I didn't try to stop him, I was high. He put his hand under my t-shirt. I didn't try to stop him, I was high. When he raped me, I tried to stop him, but I was high. I don't even know who I might have become.

It's been a really hard road from there to here. I've been with more men and women than I can recall. No STD's. 2 abortions and one early miscarriage.

22 yrs later, I know who I AM. I now have a husband and three beautiful children who are so loved and wanted.

I'm lucky to be alive.