How I feel right now [View All]

[jiacinto]

I am unemployed, running out of money, and wondering why this is happening to me. I am probably going to get a job next week at a store. While the wage won't be enough most likely to make ends meet it will keep the dogs away some what. Today I paid my phone bill, student loan bill, car insurance bill, and life insurance bill. It is really scary.

My friends all have good jobs that pay very well. And I wonder why they always do better. That's not how I am supposed to feel but I wonder why that can't be me. I am not trying to feel jealous but it's so hard when I hear from my friends about their promotions and other things while I am stuck in the low wage workforce.

I just don't understand why I can't get a break. I have a lot more than many people, but reminding myself of that simply doesn't make me feel any better.