Reply #24: Yeah, isn't it such a shock [View All]

[zingaro]

and a weird disappointment all at the same time? Like the first time you realize your parents can't Do Everything or that they can't make it snow on christmas? Reality never was a gradual awareness experience for me. It was always a great jarring moment that left me staggery and dazed for a while.

"...you just have to have faith." Yikes.

I will admit this: There are moments when I wish I *could* just "have faith" but that wish is dead long before I've even completed the thought. I think it'd be so much easier, kwim?