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[Fire Walk With Me]

My first girlfriend and I got in touch after 20 years. I owed her an apology for my then manifesting alcoholism and addiction, and my inability to form a relationship with another human being.

Two things went wrong- I started getting alerts that messages sent to me were bouncing (never could find out what they were), and I still am not able to form a relationship with other human beings- I had been holding much spite about our breakup, and was mean and petty. In spite of everything else. I hope she understands that I apologize for that as well, because
it's not appropriate for us to be in touch any further. I pray for her and her families and am slowly working upon myself, and the human bullshit piling up around me, seeking to take advantage of my addictive nature.