An odd question , personal but odd and strange and desperate [View All]

[blues90]

I don't know where to start with this one or what section to post this in .

First I must ask , how many here are in the mindset where they have lost their job , have no luck finding anything that they feel they can do for work or that fits what they feel capable of . You are now past 55 , some pets , a wife who is completely depressed and has not been able to work in 25 years , no children and you did work but now all prospects seem goen and futile at best .

Add to this the entire political situation and the ruin america is in from the bush administration , all of this weighs heavy on your mind and combined all these issues including your mental drain bring you to the point of really feeling serious about just ending it all in a joint effort . My wife and I just can't seem to find one day that we feel like even getting up and each day this becomes more and more difficult and there is no one who can help who are family or friends .

I have always been able to go out and work but now with the limits of jobs and nothing I used to do is available and has not been for over a year . I find I have lost the will I once had and it is not getting better .

So there you have it , this is how I feel and I don't know going day by day how long we can handle this .