"The Last True Story I'll Ever Tell:" A review by Anna Godbersen

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Haven't Been There, Haven't Done That (But We've Definitely Heard All This Before)
A review by Anna Godbersen

There are not a few books about the war in Iraq being published
these days, and John Crawford's memoir The Last True Story I'll
Ever Tell is not the only alternative to "war stories told by
reporters and retired generals who keep extensive notebooks and
journals." Crawford wants to tell a rawer Iraq story, of "riding
a crest of hatred that cannot be understood by anyone who has
not been there." In 2002, while on his honeymoon, Crawford learned
that his Florida National Guard unit was being deployed to Iraq;
they entered the country on the first day of the invasion, and
remained there on duty for more than a year. In eighteen crafted,
literary chapters, he gives an infantry-eye-view of the occupation,
treating his readers to the extremes of heat and cold, to moments
of lightness and moments of fear. Most of what he describes will
not surprise regular newspaper readers; the lack of body armor
provided Crawford and his fellow soldiers is shocking, but not
exactly news, and the perils of being American and alone in Baghdad
at night have been well documented. Crawford labors to give an
unsanitized version of war, and indeed there is recreational morphine
use, "fucking smoking hot" Iraqi nurses, and a good deal of behavior
that seems sure to lose hearts and minds. But the real bad guys
are the higher-ups, cowards and bureaucrats who build their resumes
on the blood of Crawford and his friends. As Crawford sums up
his predicament, "This was a war I didn't believe in, but no one
ever asked my opinion."

The Last True Story I'll Ever Tell is an angry, unrevelatory book
with an astonishing and heart-crushing final chapter. Crawford
has not written a future classic account of the war in Iraq, but
if his titular claim proves false, or if he's hammering away at
the novel somewhere right now, he just might yet. ...

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http://www.powells.com/esq/review/2005_08_24