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To me I am a damn good artist,but there are alot of artists much better than me at what I do.I do well to observe and learn all I can from them.Why because my art gives me satisfaction and I like doing it,and I want to get better at it because I admire the meduim.Because I am different today I must develop myself to be fuller into who I am now. And who I am changes moment by moment because I know a stable consistient self identity,is just an illusion.I mean I could lose functioning of my eyes,my hands or my kiln could go up and I would have to adapt or change how I relate to my art ambitions..I may have to learn something new.
Now,I hate doing lawn work,but people who find joy in it have nothing but slack jawed admiration from me.Why? Because they can do something I can't stand doing and they even put art into it. Now is the lawn guy better than me as a human being? NO he isn't better than me and I ain't better than him. Until you factor in character and integrity than it may change or not.. Integrity and character,and the ability to communicate and get along with others has nothing to do with what a person DOES with thier time to put food on a table,or how many degrees he's got or who thinks he's a genius..WE are deeper than appearances,than our careers,deeper than achievenments,deeper than our present personalities. Who knows how deep we are? Nobody does.
I can't trim bushes straight and he can't sculpt in metal.Oh well I am still in awe of his differences from me.And I enjoy that.Life would suck if everyone was like me.People with strong character tend to not have overweening egos or feel the world must recognize them or imitate them for being different or persuing thier own different interests or having thier own priorities. I know can't be all things.I accept it,I am limited,and I cannot know-it-all- or experince-it-all,or master everything there is to master.I can choose to do what I want,learn all I can if I want to..I can control how I respond,to what this world tosses my way,and that is it.Life unfolds it's own way whether I am aware of it or not,or whether I want it to or not. This is reality.Reality treats all humans the same way basically.We live,we struggle,we create,we die. Howcome so many so called elitists and anti-intellectual people can't get their hearts around the concept of DIFFERENT and EQUAL?
Different and equal isn't an elitist stance,because the EGO has nothing to flatter itself with because difference has nothing to do with better or worth more than other.Different and equal gives an ambitious narcissist no psychological'tools' to jockey with 'lessers'for power-over them in this perspective. It also puts holes in the idea of ownership.So People don't refer to it, maybe because of the way selfish-serving elitism plays out in the real world and they are cowards. Claims of elitism serve to stroke the narcissistic -world owes me - ambitious egos.Also in cultures elitism fosters internecine competition between different people for stupid reasons and it breeds it's own arrogance and rebellious ignorance.It divides and shatters clarity of perception in everyone by raising everyones defenses on all sides.Elitism has nothing to do with anyone achieving something real in life. DIFFERENT admits that some people are better than others are at some things and it isn't because they are somehow better human beings,or worth more than others are as people ,or have some kind of moral integrity because of this talent in what they do..Different is more accurate to discribe this because when people are allowed to be different from ME this is when the talents they haveare visible to ME and vice versa.A Difference has no moral implications,no pretense to a certain kind of character or an implied fantasy of superiority or worth like"elitism" has.
Equal means we are Equal. Death will reduce each of us to nothing.It will stop our ambitions cold and it will silence our thoughts,and it will make the most prized of people moulder like a a homeless non achiever. Time erases memory.Books crumble to dust like civilizations do. A severe sickness can make us stop and disentangle from what we are doing,and change us by making us see what really matters. Everyone has no control over what this world is,or over the events that happen to them, like where they are born,to what parents,ect.We can't control the functions of our own bodies,(we try and sometimes suceed however).WE grow up assuming there is some PURPOSE for our existance and we spend our life making one up as we go along assuming THAT is our purpose.What if your actual purpose for existing can't be boxed into profit,career or acedemia?What if there is none? What if what you think is so important today is totally wrong tomorrow? This happens to the greatest of thinkers who think they've figured it all out all the time.They become different because change happens. .Sometimes choices are forced by circumstances clashing with your inner integrity.And your character changes.Sometimes we make choices because we can.And who am I to say someone else's choice is wortyh nothing because it's not the choice I would make.I'm not them and I'm not out to dominate..
Everyone alive has needs and vunerabilities. Everyone alive deals with uncertainty,existentialism,fantasy vs reality,pain,failure,sucess,ect.And this shapes who they think they are.Everyone alive has been through life course altering experinces and eventually everyone has to risk changing who they think they are and alter thier inner worldveiws to encompass these experinces and they become different.Because who we are isn't who we think we are. WE are equal because none of us are constant or the same,we change moment by moment.A well respected P.hd.,can turn his back on his career and trim bushes artistically,a worker can go to college and become a P.hd.and do amazing things for medicine.It's because of choice this stuff happens.And everyone makes them and each are valid considering that purpose only looks like purpose because we are making it up with our choices as we go along.
Only when the means for a person to make changes are deliberately dammed up ,blocked by red tape,hindered by power structures, or income games,or controlled by selfish ego ridden people's self serving judgementalism skewing things in thier own favor,looking for hegemony while deluded by superiority fantasies ,are changes in other people and changes in culture is limited.And that is how elites want it.They need hoops and hurdles to control who joins thier ranks because they know without admitting it we are all equal..Elitism is about EGO, HEGEMONY and POWER.Dominantion,internecince competition,and enforced conformity, egos in power-over,without reason is poison to anyone's sense of self discovery,learning,differences and dynamic inter-creation. When creation and learning is allowed to be inter-dynamic,sharing and ego is out of it. It becomes driven by exploration and discovery for the sake of itself rather than ego or profit.Elitists can't stand discoveries made for curiousity's sake.Instead curiosity is wasted and forced to conform to prove a point for some elitist's agenda or grant.
If everyone voluntarily,equally had all the oppurtunites to learn what they wanted to learn,to the fullest most different potentials they are,and there was no pressure in these places of learning to conform,obey authority, or to produce products for the wealthy,or get a 'nice paying 'job and suck up to acedemia,parents,social expectations, and submit to acedemias unwritten agendas and the demands of the agendas of funders of studies to skew information or lie, what would we become,what would we discover? Would it make learning a deep self discovery/life discovery/reality discovery process more than a a way of arming yourself with bullshit cedentials for a social competition game with the winners getting to call themselves elites and get perks for themselves? Does education give intellegence or does it just open more doors for change and self knowlege than some non-collegate person or not?
We are the same in respects to our human condition. We are different because we change all the time. Humans love to flatter themselves.We make each other chronically insecure.Our hubris and egotism can get noxious and blinding,whether educated or not,if our character and integrity is undeveloped. College can't teach a person how to express character,love,self-esteem, courage,autonomy or empathy.Degrees can't buy more honesty or character in a person.Real wisdom isn't created automatically when you have a few letters after your name. Nor is this integrity within created from suffering through soul crushing labor and self denial or poverty.Elitism and anti-elitism evades this fact of life and choices.
All people are different and they do different things different ways at different times together,interdependantly.And sometimes it has nothing to do with us. We as a species have no grande purpose beyond making it up as we go along really.We have demonstrated a collective power to shape the world itself,yet we squander what is for power over it ,squelching out differences we won't understand that might threaten our little ego or sense of 'mastery'or this ignorant secure blind bliss.
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