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Why in order to pay the rent we essentially have to spend our precious time with people who just are not very nice human beings? Why do I even STILL care?
Here goes.....
this is what set me off....
another "little party" or office get together thing (very casual) that I wasn't told about by so-called friends or pals. :(
It was X's 40th birthday. I like X, I used to work with her and she and I are friendly.
Y is the office gay guy who used to be very funny, but can be very nasty to people. Z is his little female friend. Really wants a relationship with a guy, but hanging around gay guys isn't the answer, hon. :eyes: Generally, she is okay....
S thinks Y is just so cute and so funny, yet doesn't like me. Very phony and thinks everyone just loves her cause she's so sickening sweet to them. Little does she know what some people think of her.......
Well, I hear about this little get together, that S,Y, Z, and others manage to attend in X's office. X hates S, but S likes to pretend everyone loves her. Y is biting and very "not nice" to X and practically everyone else. Z doesn't mind, even though Y can be nasty (behind her back, of course) about Z.
Well, I decide to go over and wish X a happy day.....well, when I knocked on the door, S said in a snotty ass voice, it's **** and I tell you the look on Y's face was one of disgust.
Like, okay, I should be used to things like this, these people are like that, but in my state (major family things going on, MAJOR!) being hurt like this just made something in me snap. What the hell wrong did I do?
So, I email T, a good pal of mine, and said, in my bitter mood, thanks for letting me know about things? (I always tend to rant to the poor guy when I'm in a bad mood) Well, things escalated, why are you always dumping on me, I didn't do anything wrong (T said, and he was perfectly right) I said a few snotty assed things, and he said well not to email him.
Later on I apologized (after I cooled down) so I hope eventaully he will accept my apology because I am truly sorry I was nasty to him (that's me all over, somebody makes me mad and I take it out on somebody completely innocent)
Hopefully, things will blow over....... :(
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