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Those two assholes would be on fire too. Fuckers. Sometimes(times like this..) I just HATE humans. I resign from the human race...
Forever Wild version 1
I resign from the human race.
Today I heard about some baby tigers. Sweet perfect little felines too young to go off thier mother's milk. They were piled up like garbage just frozen ,forgotten. Starved to death and tossed aside ,furry angels with lonely grimaces of death in suspended waiting..unloved in an icy steel grave.
No one cared to look inside, because no one really cared about thier lives. This is the civilized way to love.Stifle empathy for conveinence's sake, When life is made into a game of profit and legality lives are crushed so easily.
I can't stand it. I want to break out of human society. And throw away my own humanity.
One look into tiger's eyes as the tiger gazed back at me...that day,my heart was forever wild. Sacred gift for me from a tiger divine..I saw my own soul..
Walking down an asphalt road , cars whiz by They are unawares ,stereo drowning out the birdsongs. Tin cans of humanity full of itself hurrying to a day they can't stand, exhausted on time,under threat..
CNN brings todays tragedy home..a grande sanitized spectacle. I long for a warm summer day that doesen't end with dispair. Another pill makes me sleep I can't say no, too paralyzed. They tell me I am crazy a danger to myself and others. I want to bite thier throats out.Because I am wild. I fear I would die in a cage of thier making.
But the grass still is green amongst the cigarette butts,Big Mac wrappers and styrofoam cups. It's Earth day,proving Humanity CARES so much..the stench of oil drifts up,a dead crow lies nearby. Cows still go streaming down the Ultramarine chute, stun to the head with no way out. The anemic matted tangle of trees in the median bent by wind that never stops beckon to me.. Another chicken's beak is unceremoniously torn away.Dinner is ready with broken wings. I shiver, as frost touches my skin.
I step past the signs,warning me to keep out. Tresspassers will be prosecuted than electrocuted.laugh. A young child cries for father but he's dead ,the child realizes his arms are gone.. The red sand is the last thing he remembers.No one remembers him. Flowers dusty bow thier heads as the tanks roll in. War is a man made psychotic symphony for death to dance to.
All bodies will stop screaming when opression sets in. All the mines go off. Triggered by feet unawares ,sending shrapnel into flesh.. And my tears freeze in my throat forming a sharp lump of ice that cannot be swallowed.. The rusty barbed wire marking a man's territory thrums it's own protest..I ignore The air smells like honeysuckles..and formaldehyde.
I try to run away from mankind's world built of pain, But it chases me into another corner like a hunter armed with a GPS and a vial of anectine. I'm gone again like a shooting star ,no one sees..leather cuffs make my feet go numb.. I'm drowing in red screams turned into scars. Is there a refuge for me, in this make believe society. I'm so lost in this concrete hell demanding frightful good manners from me when I agonize. Why do I dare not cuss, scream or struggle in this web of lies and cut myself out of here? I offend then fear and condescend,prozac anyone?
the sky is lit afire,thunder overhead I think the sun is in my hand The clouds paint one last masterpiece I can't let myself understand. I hate my species steeped in abuse, delusion, hate,hubris,lies and poison. Mankind kills it's own heart,murders it's own soul, Humanity stunts it's own mind to obey,destroys it's own children for productivities sake, People will destroy the whole world to possess it Mankind survives its own humanity in this culture of it's own self hating design.
The chains fall off and the freezer door is unlocked, as I gaze into mine sad frozen feline eyes. Velvety young paws clutching claws burrowed into themselves, blood drop of ice,shed.. for nothing is left to love. I resign...from the human race.
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