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Edited on Mon Jul-19-04 08:52 PM by Rabrrrrrr
So, I was downtown today, and thought, what the hell, time to go visit Ground Zero again. I stop in every couple months, say a blessing, remember my dead friend, my old office, and the wonderful times I had in the WTC and at Windows on the World and the viewing platform, and go through the memories 9-11. Pretty much always a powerful and introspective time for me, and, while painful in its way, it's also enjoyable (if one can say that).
So tonight I'm there, and I guess too much time has passed, because now, for the first time, I saw a shitload - and I mean a shitload - of tourists just lollygagging around. I've learned to deal with the filth who sell souvenirs there, and wish to hell the cops would come through and annihilate them. But today, the tourists just seemed to not care as much as they used to. It used to feel more solemn, more holy, or at least more respectable. Today, nunches of tourists were having their friends take their pictures with them standing in front of the pit, smiling, looking pleased and pleasant and vacuous and utterly incapable of any understanding of what happened there, and what that space means to a hell of a lot of people. Kids were allowed to climb on the fencing, people would look at the pictures for a moment or two then go back to their supersize f-ing pepsis from the BK or other swillhosue nearby, stuffing their faces with food and drink and talking loudly and buying souvenir "TRAGEDY!!!!!" photobooks the salesman creeps are hawking, and deciding which of the "WE'LL NEVER FORGET!!!!" buttons to get: the ones with the WTC wrapped in the flag, the eagle, or Jesus.
DAMMIT!!!
I came within inches of SCREAMING at some stupid dunderhead chick party, taking pictures of each other smiling nonchalantly in front of the pit.
Fuck 'em.
I was pissed for minutes, until I got my calm back. But now I'm pissed again.
And this was Americans, Indians, Chinese, people from just about everywhere.
Makes me ill.
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