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I have a very good guy friend from way back. We went to high school and college together, been friends for about 15 years now. He and my husband are friends, too. He's like part of our family.
Well, in 1999, he met this woman and started dating her. When he told me about her, he joked that she wasn't Miss Right, but more like Miss Right Now. Next thing I know, he's calling me to tell me they're getting married, that she's pregnant.
I was invited to the wedding shower, where she joked about accidentally-not accidentally forgetting her pill. Everyone knew Matt was the type who would marry a woman carrying his child. Everyone knew Matt would make a wonderful, devoted father. Apparently this girl knew he'd marry her, too. We were pretty disgusted with her. She laughed about tricking him.
His best man did have a heart to heart with him before the wedding, but Matt still insisted on marrying her. The bottom line was, she was carrying his child.
So they married. She had a little boy. Then another little boy.
She drank off and on throughout both pregnancies. The second boy has mild Fetal Alcohol Syndrome. Matt did all he could to try to get her to stop.
She works as a commercial real estate developer, always made way more money than him. She wanted to keep working, so he gave up his job to be a stay at home dad, after a few daycare disasters. He stayed home with them for three years.
In that time, she got worse, drinking to the point of blacking out, then finally going on extended "business trips" (which turned out to be golfing trips) with her "business partner" (who turned out to be her boyfriend).
She told Matt she never wanted kids. Didn't want him anymore. Left him with the kids. He was mortified. Stopped sleeping. Got sick a lot. Was totally, completely depressed. We rallied around him, but it was still hard. He BLAMED HIMSELF for her behavior. He thought maybe if he were a better husband, she wouldn't have done those things. I'd ask him "what did you do to not be a good husband?" (I knew that was bullshit, he is one of the most devoted, loving people I know.) He never could answer. He kept blaming himself and it drove me crazy. It was HER behavior.
Well, he proceeded to start divorcing her, but she flipped out, started acting even crazier (meanwhile she has refused to see the kids--hasn't seen them in a year). So now he stopped divorce proceedings because he's afraid of her flipping out further, maybe trying to take the kids away from him, etc.
I want so much to help him. He does have an attorney, but he is refusing to move forward. Meanwhile, he's in total limbo. Doesn't sleep. Goes on days long crying jags where he just locks himself in the house, draws the blinds, won't answer the phone or the door or his email for days. I told him "this can't be good for the kids" and he wants the best for his kids. He is a fantastic father, even with all this going on. They are his #1 priority. So why can't he just move forward? I can see she's being emotionally manipulative and scaring him into not pressing for a divorce (she would be hurt financially by a divorce--she has always made three times more than him, he gave up his career to stay home with the kids, etc.).
I know it's not my life and you can't make anyone do anything. I just wish I could sprinkle some magic "make everything better" powder all over him. He's one of the most kind-hearted, generous, wonderful people I have ever known. And he's so broken-hearted. It kills me.
When we were in college, we'd go out to the park, lie on top of his old primer-blotched Cutlass, crank up Boston on his stereo, drink beer and talk philosophy for hours. We never dated, we were always more like brother and sister.
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