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Tue Aug-02-05 12:54 AM
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42 is too young to go to sleep and never wake up. |
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Just heard tonight that a friend of mine died. She went to bed Saturday night and did not wake up Sunday morning.
The autopsy was done today. Haven't heard the results yet. She and her husband were in horrible financial trouble...he had inherited tons of money and hundreds of acres of land from a relative, and they blew through it in no time, even amassing massive debt. Had heard that they couldn't even pay the taxes on the land anymore and were about to lose their gorgeous new home.
Whatever the cause of her death, I hope she rests in peace. She was too young to die. :(
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Tue Aug-02-05 12:56 AM
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1. Sorry to hear about this |
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:00 AM
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It's a pisser. REally sad. :(
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Tue Aug-02-05 12:56 AM
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2. I am sorry to hear that. |
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And yes, 42 is much too young. :hug:
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:01 AM
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I hope that she's at rest. |
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She couldn't find it on earth...she had been struggling in more ways than I care to recite here.
Thanks for your sympathy. :hug:
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Tue Aug-02-05 08:14 AM
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:hug: I am really sorry for your loss, Maddy.
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Tue Aug-02-05 12:57 AM
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3. Way too young. Condolences, Maddy. |
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Tue Aug-02-05 12:58 AM
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4. Fast money can do that to a soul... |
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I am sorry for your loss.....
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:02 AM
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10. I'm just thinking of her kids. |
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She had two daughters. Barely adults...I think one just graduated high school. Can't imagine what they are feeling right now. :(
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:10 AM
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18. I know this sounds inane |
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But it is always the ones left behind that suffer the most....
I hope she didn't take her own life...
That effects the ones left behind too much....
I pray for her peace...
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:12 AM
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My very favorite uncle committed suicide when I was just four. My ex-husband's father committed suicide when he was 16.
I made it through my uncle's suicide with just occasional sorrow. My ex-husband will never recuperate, though. The scars that he carries contributed to the problems that led to our divorce.
Too much of a burden to bear for an adolescent. :cry:
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:16 AM
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28. They take on the blame when really it is no ones fault |
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:19 AM
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32. And there's an anger there... |
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that's almost impossible to express, because anger after a suicide is too often mixed with guilt that one might have contributed to the cause of the suicide.
Does that make sense?
All I can think of right now is WHY can't the world be at peace? Why do humans have to kill each others and themselves?
So depressing.
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:28 AM
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36. Sometimes it just gets to hard..... |
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After my illness last year it took all that I had to pull myself back from the brink of depression....
My life changed like that...
I had a reason to live... To help me fight... Purely selfish in that I wanted yet to make a mark on the world larger than i already had....
I understand the temptation to drift out of the way......
To leave it all behind......
It's a very fine line that i almost crossed....
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:30 AM
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I really do understand. I have a sibling who's struggling right now. Won't go into it here, but it almost seems inevitable, and there's not a damned thing I can do.
I've offered to take him out of town, just to get him away from his daily routine.
I've offered to find him better help.
But he's turning everything and everyone away.
I do understand.
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:32 AM
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40. Pray for your sibling..... |
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I know it counds corny and all but I do believe all the people who prayed for me helped me to pull through....
I'm still fucked up physically, but I am so much better emotionally knowing that people really cared and did what they could....
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:36 AM
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And, even though he's so distant, everytime I see him I tell him "I love you very much."
He knows how I feel. He knows what he means to me. But I can't be his savior, as much as I would like too, because he won't let me. :(
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:41 AM
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49. It is all you can do..... |
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Tue Aug-02-05 12:59 AM
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5. that's a rough one Maddy |
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:02 AM
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13. Thanks so much, auntA. |
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Tue Aug-02-05 12:59 AM
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6. My deepest sympathies Maddy. |
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That's WAY too young to go.
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:03 AM
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14. I know this may sound morbid. |
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I'm just hoping it wasn't suicide. I know the legacy it leaves with the children, and they just don't need to have to deal with that. :(
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:13 AM
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23. When you mentioned massive debts |
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that was the first thing that came into my mind. Those kids will need help.
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:17 AM
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29. Yeah, that's why I posted it. |
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I just have a sinking feeling that it's going to be bad news. God I hope not, though. :(
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:22 AM
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But I can see why you have that feeling. I feel so bad for those kids. Damn.
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:01 AM
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8. I'm so sorry for your loss Maddy. |
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:hug:
Last Monday, when I came home from work I was told my neighbor was found dead, having died on Saturday. He was only 45.
42 or 45, much too young to die. :-(
I wrote an essay about his death, it helped deal with it. I've thought of posting it in the lounge, just haven't because I've been too raw, too many deaths.
:hug: I hope she rests in peace too.
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:05 AM
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Death fucking sucks, doesn't it? :hug:
I just saw her a week ago. I had to run in Dollar General for some traveling supplies. She was standing out front, talking on the cell phone. I waved at her, not wanting to interrupt her, and when I came back out, she was gone.
I never got to have that "one last conversation" with her. She was so sweet to my son when he was born. She loved to hold and cuddle him.
Damn these memories...they're making me cry. :cry:
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:08 AM
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17. I know, my friend had come over with the cordless drill in his |
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hand that Saturday that Hurricane Dennis was looming so close. He wanted to help me board up the house. :cry:
May I send you the essay?
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:10 AM
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20. Of course! I would love to read it. |
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26. Thanks. It really helped to write it. |
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He wasn't a perfect fellow, but he had a good heart despite his imperfections. Check your pmail whenever you get the chance.
I am so sorry that you have suffered this loss. I know the thoughts that race through your mind, the memories that flood back. :-(
You are in my prayers, as is her family. :cry: :hug:
:loveya:
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:31 AM
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38. merh, I just read it. |
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You have to post that. It's beautiful. And the message it packs should be read by many people.
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:38 AM
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46. I'm not sure where to post it or if I can post it. |
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Maybe one day.
Sending you hugs and saying prayers for you and her family. :hug:
:loveya:
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:54 AM
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Tue Aug-02-05 10:56 AM
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73. Sending you more (((((((((hugs))))))))))) |
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and love. Hoping that it helps you deal with today's events. :hug: :pals: :hug:
Saying prayers. Find strength from your DU family. :grouphug:
Love ya :loveya:
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:07 AM
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Like I said, I am most concerned about her kids. Hope that they are ok. Wish I could call, but it's early morning here.
I'm funneling all of the good thoughts from DU to her family. They are the ones who are really suffering, I am sure. :(
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:02 AM
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12. I am so sorry, Maddy. |
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42 is far to young!
My condolences to her family and friends -- and you. :hug:
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:10 AM
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Too young to have to cope with this. And her husband is the nicest guy you would ever want to meet.
I remember before I had my son, when their kids were little ones, going over to their home on Christmas eve and helping them assemble a trampoline. After we got it put together, we drank beer and jumped all night on the trampoline. It was the most fun Christmas eve I can remember, before I had my son.
That's the kind of people they are...down to earth, fun-loving, non-judgmental. Just good people. The money fucked all that up. :(
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:11 AM
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21. my heartfelt condolences |
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That is too young. You, your friend and her family will all be in my thoughts and prayers.
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:13 AM
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24. Much appreciated, wetzelbill. |
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you just take care of yourself and everything. :hug:
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:14 AM
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25. I'm very sorry, Maddy. |
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:17 AM
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It is too young. Makes me stop and grasp my own mortality, you know?
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:19 AM
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31. That's so very sad Maddy. I'm sorry. |
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((((((((( :hug: )))))))))
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:20 AM
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When I see her family tomorrow night, I'm going to carry all of these hugs and good thoughts with me.
:hug:
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:34 AM
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42. it's just not fair, it's just not right for someone that young |
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to be lost to the ones who love her
may your night be filled with gentleness as you reminisce with her family about the happy times you shared with her
walk in light Maddy McCall
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:37 AM
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44. What sweet words, Joan. |
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I'm going to try to get some sleep so that I can be with them tomorrow morning, for awhile.
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:24 AM
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35. My condolences on an unexpected passing |
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Maddy Sorry to read about your friend.
I see you as a source of comfort to the children, you have all those good memories that you've shared with us. I hope you can take the time to write these stories and give to the children.
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:32 AM
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39. Thank you so much for the suggestion. |
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I will certainly do that. I had not even thought about it, but I will do it tomorrow before I go to the funeral home.
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:33 AM
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41. Oh honey, that's terrible |
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:37 AM
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I appreciate it, really. :hug:
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:40 AM
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48. I'm so sorry to hear about that. |
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It could have been anything. Don't dwell on what might have caused it until you find out for sure.
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:54 AM
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Tue Aug-02-05 02:01 AM
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54. My cousin died a few years ago from an aneurysm |
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(spelling?). She had a headache, laid down and went to sleep. She never woke up. She was 41.
I just noticed that there were alot of different responses in here about possible causes of death. Just don't worry too much until they give out the official findings since it could be anything. Chances are, it was just her time to go (for any number of reasons). Remember the positive about her. It's the best thing you can do.
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Tue Aug-02-05 02:06 AM
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55. Yes, I considered that it could have been something like that. |
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Won't know anything until tomorrow.
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Tue Aug-02-05 02:14 AM
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57. And my cousin just complained of headaches for about a month |
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or so before she died. It was a nasty hayfever season that year and the prescription on her glasses was too weak. Who would have thought that her headaches could have been something that devastating?
It could be anything. Just focus on what you can do now to help her children out. They'll need all the support that you can give them. And focus on your own grief. You need time to get used to not having her around anymore. It's hard to get used to. I know that. But you need to get it all out and then let go. She's probably happier now. At least she is at peace.
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Tue Aug-02-05 01:55 AM
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I appreciate it more than you can know. :hug:
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Tue Aug-02-05 02:08 AM
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56. I've lost friends too. I know how it hurts. |
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Don't forget that I love you!
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Tue Aug-02-05 02:27 AM
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It's good to have DU friends late at night when I can't call my friends here.
You guys have all made me feel so much better.
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Tue Aug-02-05 02:54 AM
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61. I can call and talk to you if it would help |
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I still have your number.
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Tue Aug-02-05 02:50 AM
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59. So sorry to hear about the death of your friend. |
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The children will miss her so much, 42 is just to young to die.
Money problems are so terrible, I hope this wasn't the cause of her death.
Here is a big :hug: for you and her family.:cry:
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Tue Aug-02-05 02:53 AM
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60. I'm very sorry for your loss, Maddy. |
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This is a terrible tragedy.
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Tue Aug-02-05 04:37 AM
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62. OMG -- I'm 42! So sorry to hear about your friend, Maddy... |
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Sending hugs and good thoughts your way...
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I hope she can finally rest and that her family can get some peace.
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Tue Aug-02-05 07:41 AM
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65. Aw, honey - I am so sorry. |
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I am just so sorry. You are right, it is too young.
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Tue Aug-02-05 07:44 AM
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66. My condolesences Maddy |
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It is indeed too young to die at 42. My thoughts are with you and her family.
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A dear friend of mine died a couple of months ago of an unexpected heart attack... he was only 41.
Definitely too young... it inspired me to quit smoking though. :(
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Tue Aug-02-05 08:30 AM
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69. Oh, life is so messed up sometimes |
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A woman I worked with died fairly suddenly last month--she was also 42-- left a 4-year-old daughter and a husband who's going blind.
Peace and healing to the family and to you.
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That sounds horrible. If you need to post a lot, we're here for you.
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71. Aw, that is too bad. I am sorry! |
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72. Any question now about how deadly stress can be? |
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Sorry to hear about your friend. But take this as a lesson not to worry. When you have a problem, you can fix it, or perhaps not be able to, but worrying wil not change the outcome.
My condolences to her husband as well, and their kids if they had any.
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74. I'm sorry to hear about your friend |
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you and her family will be in my thoughts
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happened with a friend of mine in his mid 50s
heart disease, out of nowhere, with no symptoms
it seemed so unfair, he had finally made a bit of $$$ and had just retired to start building his home
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