Ever been in a situation...

[Zhade]

...where it seems, no matter how hard you try to be a decent person, the odds are aganst you?

Ever feel like people want to hurt you?

Ever been in a situation where they DO? Repeatedly? On purpose? So they can see your pain, and laugh, and belittle and ridicule you, and treat you like you're worthless?

And you can't get out of the situation?

Well, I have. And I don't know what I can do, except suffer.

So for all those out there feeling that way tonight, I say: you're not alone. I know how you feel.

[cally]

1. Hey, Zhade

You need to get out of there and you know it. I've seen your posts. How do you make a break?? And yes, YOU are not alone.

[Zhade]

2. Don't I know it!

I can't do anything. I am trapped. (I'm typing from prison.)

No, I'm kidding, I'm not in prison. But I am trapped. I have, like, no money, and no prospects. I have a full-time job, but my savings got wiped out.

And some of the people I live with really, really, REALLY fucking suck.

[populistmom]

3. I've been in situations

Where I've dealt with condecending people who take it upon themselves to judge my motivations, choices, or intelligence when they haven't gotten to know me or the kind of person I am. I think some people are quite full of themselves and like to look down on others for various reasons.
Sorry, Zhade you're going through a rough time.

[Zhade]

5. Thanks, PM.

I'm sorry I've been such a downer last couple of days. I appreciate the kind thoughts.

[BlueJazz]

4. Yep...Children can be very cruel...

...unfortunatly some of them never outgrow it.

[Zhade]

6. Indeed!

NT!