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Sat Jan-12-08 07:07 PM
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i'm having lunch tomorrow with the boy -- man now -- who |
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Edited on Sat Jan-12-08 08:00 PM by xchrom
was my second official boyfriend.
it's all from many, many years ago -- i was out he wasn't -- he actually thought no one knew.
everyone did.
he called from out of the blue -- or course i have cold -- so he won't be getting any tomorrow. and he wants to -- too bad for him -- i can't breathe, so no go.
hmmmmm-- wow -- it's really a lifetime ago -- friends and lovers have come, gone -- and died since i've seen him.
he was a beautiful boy -- i wonder what he looks like now?
it was new york -- we spent every damn night together -- had dinner together -- smoked dope together -- drank gallons of cheap wine together -- worried about school together -- we were hot and heavy every minute we could be.
and now -- it's all this time -- all this time -- he sounds older -- except when he says ''yeah'' then i'm transported across the years -- and i'm young and so is he.
wow.
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Sat Jan-12-08 07:13 PM
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1. I hope you have a wonderful time, xchrom. |
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Sat Jan-12-08 07:18 PM
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2. me too -- very strange to talk to him. |
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not in a bad way -- just so much time -- gone now.
anyway -- you know i think someone is looking for you -- they keep posting wanting to know where you are.
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Sat Jan-12-08 07:19 PM
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Sat Jan-12-08 07:23 PM
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lostinva looking for you -- or are there two midlo's?
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Sat Jan-12-08 07:30 PM
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7. LOL. You're right. Just saw it. |
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Apparently that homophobic asshat College Liberal is back in yet another pathetic incarnation. :eyes:
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Sat Jan-12-08 07:54 PM
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these days there is an over abundance of that stuff around here.
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Sat Jan-12-08 07:25 PM
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5. Suggestion: eat something spicy. |
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Might clear your sinuses and nose a bit... :evilgrin:
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Sat Jan-12-08 07:27 PM
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Sat Jan-12-08 07:31 PM
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8. Of course, I'm ONLY suggesting this as a measure to make sure you |
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can taste your food properly over lunch... I mean, what other reason would I suggest such a thing? :P
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Sat Jan-12-08 07:53 PM
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9. honestly i can't think of another reason. |
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we have a shortage of some smilies -- i swear.
:dilemma:
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Sat Jan-12-08 07:59 PM
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11. shameless self promoting kick |
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Sat Jan-12-08 08:14 PM
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12. awww. i hope he is as pretty as you remember him being |
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Sat Jan-12-08 08:32 PM
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13. oh he'll look older -- but i hope he has some of what i remember. |
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he had a great face -- pretty brown eyes -- long eye lashes.
but i wonder how he has aged -- time is a funny thing.
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Sat Jan-12-08 08:34 PM
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14. I hope the two of you have a nice time. |
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Sat Jan-12-08 08:53 PM
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dude -- it's been a really long time -- i can't tell you the number of times through the years i've thought about him -- i've even tried to find him a couple of times -- but i'm no good at that sort of thing.
and suddenly -- there he is.
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Sat Jan-12-08 10:18 PM
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17. Isn't it funny how life |
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can surprise you???
May I ask a few questions??
Did you guys just drift apart? Have a bad break? Just move on???
I will totally understand if you don't want to answer these questions.
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Sun Jan-13-08 02:38 AM
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it was because we were both so young.-- and neither of us had any idea about how to build a relationship -- never mind a gay relationship. so i had told him something about wanting to see other people -- or wanting this or that who knows.
then he destroyed a painting he made for me -- well that freaked me out -- that was too much emotion for a budding drunk.
so that is sort of the gist.
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Sat Jan-12-08 09:01 PM
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Sun Jan-13-08 02:41 AM
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19. Lighting a candle for you, friend, |
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to you warm "have fun!" vibes! :hug:
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Sun Jan-13-08 02:46 AM
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21. it's a long time heidi -- it's a long long time. |
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merci for the candle.
oh and don'tchya know -- i have a bad head cold -- so there will be no oohh aahh.
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Sun Jan-13-08 02:45 AM
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20. Sex should be on the table |
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Sun Jan-13-08 03:14 AM
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22. appetizer, entree, dessert and salad courses |
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Sun Jan-13-08 10:49 AM
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23. I hope he is good company and you spend a lot of time |
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talking and laughing and having a wonderful time. I hope he still has some of the looks and charm that you remember too. :)
Please let us know how it went.
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Sun Jan-13-08 02:19 PM
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24. he'll be here in about 40 minutes. |
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talking to him on the phone was -- surprizingly easy -- the way it can be sometimes with those long absent.
i'm not excited -- but -- there is some unknown anticipation -- i want to see him.
i'll let you know.
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