I had a prozac moment recently.

[Lil Missy]

My speakers took a crap, and I took all the mail and garbage off my desk to turn my flat monitor around to check the connections. I keep a glass of water with me at all times because of some kidney problems that require me to drink a lot of water.

Duh! I didn't move the glass of water, and knocked it into my lap and stomach. Ewww! Yuk! I couldn't change clothes fast enough! (I am so anal about shit like that!)

I was about to order new speakers, when I decided to check the connections again. The damned power pack wasn't plugged in to the power strip. Probably because one of my pets stepped on it and unplugged it.

Damned animals. It's a good thing I love them.

*grumble*

[Lil Missy]

1. I'll try this once again. I'm really trying to put up a good face to mend a broken heart.

:(

[orleans]

2. why did your heart break? (yeah, forget the speakers--let's just get to the point here) n/t

[Lil Missy]

3. A love, and a break-up that is taking some time to get over.

It's been 9 months, but once in a while I ponder back to the good times.

She could be the most thoughtful and loving person on earth most of the time. But then this monster would come out of her that would hurt me and beat me up. She was arrested 4 times for beating me, and diagnosed as bi-polar with explosive personality disorder.

The last time she threatened to "beat the fuck outta me", I sent her packin.

Are you sorry you asked now? LOL!

[SPKrazy]

4. Sounds like a good thing to end though

painful though it may be, not a good outcome with her unless she were to stay on her meds, but that monster would scare me.

Sorry you went through this Lil Missy

:hug: :hug:

[Lil Missy]

5. Thanks SPK,

She actually did pretty well during the time she took her meds. When she decided to quit taking them and quit seeing a counselor, I knew I was doomed.

[SPKrazy]

6. My sister's ex-husband

had similar problems... she knew she was doomed and left finally herself.

[orleans]

7. no--i'm not sorry i asked. (i am sorry it took me so long to check

for a reply--glad to see someone got back to you)

sometimes it's nice to think about and remember the good times we shared with someone. when that person becomes a hazard it's important to remember/keep in check why the relationship had to end, and why it ending was a good thing.

sorry you're feeling low.

sometimes it takes a very long time to work someone out of your system that you cared about and loved. sometimes we carry a part of them with us for years. and that's okay. so long as it doesn't cloud our judgment and we allow ourselves back into a dangerous position.