I hate it when my spider sense starts to tingle..

[HipChick]

I've always been able to 'pick up' on things or people..

I first became aware of it when I was a child..

my mothers sister was going to get married, and I was supposed to be in the wedding as one of the little bridesmaids..I was super excited to pick out my pink dress, but it bothered me that I'd have dreams where I was actually dressed in black,and didn't understand why everyone was crying.I'd tell my mother and she would just tell me to stop being silly...3 days before the wedding, my aunt died in a car crash

I struggled with trying not to 'know' things all my life..my family were not supportive, not exactly religious nuts,but enough that I no longer shared with people what I 'knew'.. until finally fully embracing it, and honing it with meditation. I've always been 'different'..think finally just going to live with it..I do hate that it keeps me up at night.

:-( :cry:

[Haole Girl]

1. It can seem like a curse, at times, can't it?

:hug:

[HipChick]

2. At times yep.. relatives call me up to see if I dreamed anything bad about them lately..

[Haole Girl]

3. You don't tell them, when you do...

do you? :-)

[HipChick]

4. I learnt not to..

[Haole Girl]

5. Same here

:hug: