Here's one of the truths that drives me.
In August of 2001 I joined the political discussion board Capitol Grilling. One of the most respected posters there was a fellow using the handle of SigInt. Sure, anyone can use a handle alluding to military intelligence -- but SigInt's keen intelligence worked the way you'd expect someone in that biz to think, and his ability to go after information was superlative.
This is what he said to us at 4:30 in the afternoon on September 10, 2001:
My relatives have left, but now the rest of the world is conspiring to keep me busy. I won't have very much, if any, free time for a month or two; some crucial stuff has come up that looks like it's going to keep me occupied night and day.http://www.capitolgrilling.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Board=2&Number=48175&Searchpage=2&Main=606&Words=missing+intern+XIV&topic=0&Search=true#Post48175He did come back to the board a few more times over the next couple of years, under different names (he said the military software he used might flag the old handle). I was in email contact with him as of several years ago, and when last I heard from him he was going back to a battle zone for another couple of months.
I think he's probably dead.
I never knew his name.
I mourn him.
I want to know what called him to action on September 10.
In honor of SigInt I was at a ceremony honoring veterans yesterday. In honor of him, I search for the truth.