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Edited on Wed Jun-04-08 09:22 PM by undergroundpanther
I go to a program that does stuff like case management, counseling etc.There are a few queers besides me there, we are a minority.But we are out and things for the most part are safe for us there.
Anyway they had a party thing tonight. I went. On the ride in the van a guy sat behind me I don't know well,he comes to the program but I never talk to him much. Tonight of all nights he started talking shit,he was complaining to the guy I do know who was sitting beside him.This bigot was complaining about the gay contingent at the program.( clients and including some staff),He was saying those fags this, those fags that. After a few times of him saying "those fags" and how he wished we'd all just not be out,and that we should be excluded etc. I got pissed off.
I was sitting in the seat in front of his seat. I spun around in my seat and I said Hey,YOU,Bigot asshole, I'm transgendered and queer and I will not go back into the closet because YOU are a bigoted neurotic asshole 'K .Then he shut up.For awhile..Than he started complaining how badly people stigmatize him, for being mentally ill.Than he said some more shit about us fags and how horrible we are and how we are so sick etc..
I whipped around in my seat again.I pointed my finger at his scrawny chest, the guy who knew me, knowing I don't take shit, just moved aside, I said to the little ass, what? *poke* Bigot boy don't like being stigmatized? boo hoo hoo..*poke* Well you fucking nut try this:Stop stigmatizing me and other gay people and get over it,no one is going back in the closet because YOU are a neurotic bigot,maybe you might not be seen as an asshole crazy person if you'd quit being so bigoted.
Than he had the AUDACITY to say to me said he wasn't a bigot.He toned down his hate and said he just wished gays were not so in his face..He said fags like Elton John can get away with it being rich...I shot back.. Who is in your face at the program? Nobody bothers you..? I see no gays at the program coming near you or asking you out or anything like that so what's your fucking problem with us? That we don't HIDE for you? That we don't pretend we are straight for you? *poke*.
I think every gay person has a right to be who they are,and not be hindered by stupid bigots like you. Because I know and you know you are so self serving in your abject stupidity,and bigoted bullshit let me put this issue another way,
Hey boy,(fake southern accent)if you don't like being stigmatized against for having a mental disorder, why don't you stop being mentally ill than? Get over it and shut the fuck up about your damn symptoms,act normal,and make damn sure nobody knows you have a psych history than,keep it in and hide it,go in your own damn closet you crazy fuck..And SHUT UP.
(the guy sitting next to him and the lady next to me stifled a giggle)
And the last thing I said in a low growling tone was..let me make this clear for you, pathetic little turd ,if you keep on talking that homophobic trash at the program,I will make it very unpleasant for you to be there. And I'll say it now,I will hunt you down and curb stomp your ass if ANYONE in the program gets gay bashed because of your running off at your fucking bigoted mouth...OK? So watch it.*poke* Got it?? *poke* Good. Now shut the FUCK up about gays.You have been warned. Grow the fuck up and get over yourself NOW.(he was scrunched up in the corner of his seat and I was leaning halfway out of mine by time I had said my piece)
He was quiet the rest of the ride. He stayed far across the room from our queer table during the party too.Thankfully after I arrived and after it was over nobody pulled me aside to say anything to me about me letting him have it in the van.
I get so fucking tired of bigots,and if he uses his illness as an excuse for his fucking bigotry twords us(the gays and trans-people in the program or in general) not only I will call him on it I will humiliate him ruthlessly too .Because he's a homophobic santorum soaked piece of shit talking out his asshole that's why. GGGrRRrrrroooooowwwllll....
So..Pissed....off...tonight...
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