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Edited on Thu Oct-01-09 12:13 PM by Eurobabe
Hi All,
I don't post in this group often, but I read threads frequently. If you could possibly throw some good energy my way, I sure would appreciate it. :loveya:
I am moving in 4 days, 4K mile relocation, finally coming home, will be near my family. Separating/divorcing from my partner of 17 years, it's for the best, I am ok with that part. But the shitstorm I am flying into back in the US has me really anxious, even though I try to remain positive, some days, to tell you the truth I am scared out of my wits.
It's interesting that all this past year, with the Saturn/Uranus/Pluto stuff, I finally got the courage to take charge of my unhappy situation. I don't know what lies ahead, all strange, I am feeling liberated in so many ways. I've got alot going for me, I am lucky to be healthy and able-bodied. Yet this is a massive upheaval in my life, and change has a tendency to frighten me, because I feel out of control. But then when I think about it, I say to myself, am I really ever IN control? Nothing in life is guaranteed, and it has taught me to live more in the moment. My problems seem so miniscule compared to others, I only have to take care of myself.
Thanks for listening... :hi:
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