I need some spiritual help

[Sweet Freedom]

I have made a life-altering decision that will affect several people. Tomorrow may be my one-and-only opportunity to make it happen. If I don't, I know I will be miserable for the rest of my life. (I know I am making the right choice.) In the meantime, I am terrified of the response to my action. My ultimate fear is that the situation turns violent. I hope it won't, but there is a slight possibility.

The situation relates to my Pluto sq Pluto, so I keep trying to tell myself that in the end, all will be fine. But right now, I don't feel so secure. Can you all please help me find some inner hope and strength? The stress I'm feeling is overwhelming.

Thanks.

[Cleita]

1. If you think violence may be a result, you must do everything

you can to diffuse this before you act. Since I don't know what you are planning to do, my suggestion is that doing it in public or with witnesses would lessen the chance of violence. Also, make sure you have a safe place to retreat after you do this. I worry that you are in this situation. Ordinarily, I would say follow your heart, because no matter where the chips fall, the initial blow-out won't be permanent in the long run when you do the right thing for yourself.

Be cautious and blessings on your endeavor.

[Quakerfriend]

2. Prayers for you dist22dem

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Meditate and pray for a peaceful outcome before you take this step.

And, know that your DU 'family' will be praying for you, too.

We'll also be here for you no mattter what!

Sounds like you must take this path. Go with strength and courage!!

Please, let us know how it all goes. :grouphug:

[Eloriel]

3. And a beautiful and absolutely instantaneous thing you can do

every time you think about it is mentally "Add Light." You can sit down and do a meditation doing that -- coming up with a symbol for the situation and then seeing Light stream into it. Then add more Light. Then add more.

And/or you can just create the instant mental image of Light streaming into the problem/situation/upcoming event every single time it comes to mind.

A couple of other things I wanted to share with you:

* What's right for you is right for the whole rest of the planet.

* If you're speaking from your heart, you can't do it wrong. (That doesen't mean, necessarily, that others won't find it problematic, but I do think it lessens the likelihood a bit.)


Good luck! Please let us know what the outcome is.

On, one more: ASK FOR HELP. Our guides tell us repeatedly that they are limited in how much they can assist IF WE DON'T ASK FOR HELP. Ask, and you WILL receive it. Adding Light is sort of a way to ask for help, but ask more specifically every time you think of it as well, and then ask just as you're going in to your meeting with the other people.

Blessings -- I'll "add Light" too.

[LWolf]

4. What a wonderful reminder for us all;

no matter what concern we are caught up in, we can add Light to it, and we can ask for help. It seems like, no matter how well I understand this, I still need constant reminders in practice. Thanks for the reminder, and I too will add Light to the poster's issue.

:hi:

[Sweet Freedom]

6. Thank you

I will. I have been asking my grandmother for direction and support. I made my initial decision to go through with this on her birthday and today is the day I plan to implement my decision (today was a special day for her and I as well.) I feel as if she is with me.

[Sweet Freedom]

5. Thank you

I will pray for a peaceful outcome.

I am feeling stronger today.:-)