My birthday today

[undergroundpanther]

And like usual depressed as hell. Marking another line upon the cell wall.

Anyways the best gift I got today was finding my cat. I went out with my sisters, ate some food.It was a nice time when we got back, and Vinnie and Rustle were there, but Sparkle..He was a no show. Hmmm..Very unlike him.At first I figured he was sleeping downstairs..but he usually likes to investigate guests and he ain't there...So after my sisters left he still didn't show up. I began to worry after a half hour.


So I asked Vinnie and Rustle, where Spark was, they led me in a circuitous route around the house probably showing all the places he marked before he went poof. I ran around and around the house ,upstairs downstairs looking, calling,opening every door. I even checked the attic ran around outside yelling,in the dark..( and I know Sparkle doesn't even like going outside, so first thought was OMG did someone TAKE him??!!)

I ran back in and downstairs...Popped some ceiling tiles open from the basement drop ceiling , thinking maybe he got up there and was stuck... nope..Kept hallucinating his meows. Very faint like a mirage all over the house. Called my roommate Hey, Mike you leave the door open? No. Shit SpaaaaRRRKKLeee! Nowhere..Shit shit SHIT,Than exhausted I sat down in despair, cause I had looked everywhere. (except where he was that is..)Tears welled up,And he came trotting downstairs.. Like he had trouble getting to me.I scooped him up hugged him for like 15 minutes until his petting anxiety kicked in...Than I called my roommate and left him a message all was well.
He's OK I'm covered in his fur, and he is licking off the tears I dripped all over his fur.. All is well.
(Sparkle is my butter-cat who is in my sig line)

So I 'm listening to propellerheads,a kick ass CD I got for my birthday, my three kits are arrayed in the room.We are waiting to see daily show @ 11.
So much for Birthdays... Glad it's over.

However there has been some stuff metaphysically to share.
I have started reading a rather unusual book series

http://www.shopmandala.com/bookbyceande.html

I am almost through the first one. My roommate has the whole series. He thought I'd like to read it. So far it is interesting.It basic premise so far is about the problems denial causes on a spiritual/emotional/physical level.Alot of it is right on.A surprising amount of her channeled info fits with what I know to be true. Most channeled stuff I have read is hokey or the same old stuff, this book series is a bit different.
Anyways if you are interested...

[lildreamer316]

1. Happy birthday dear.

Sorry you weren't feeling it. Hope you feel better.
VERY glad you found your furbaby.
I am gonna check out that book series, you know I'm all about that.
:hug:

[undergroundpanther]

2. Apparently they are a

pain in the butt to get, I found out.. some are outta print..
But this site has them all, and I suggest get them when you can after you read the first...

Scroll down to List of titles, this is an 8 book series.

http://www.metaphy.com/Bookstore/bookstore3.html

[rumpel]

3. Happy B-Day!

:toast:

sound like an interesting series.

glad you found your kitty. :)

[BanzaiBonnie]

4. Dear panther...

Wishing you Peace beyond all understanding.

I always love seeing your buttercat. It makes me smile.

[undergroundpanther]

5. Here's my other kits

Rustle the lunacat and Vin the buttercat

[emcguffie]

6. Is there any way to read the first few pages before buying?

I would be happy to pay if I could be sure I wanted to buy.

Glad you found your kitty.

That is so upsetting! Where do you think he was?

[NuttyFluffers]

7. happy b-day! let the coke binge begin!

:woohoo: :headbang: :party: B-)

yeah, you can have sprite or root beer if you want too...

[Why Syzygy]

8. Scopiro . oh babe doll

Denial is the best river in Egypt.

Those that don't wanna take it, get off the boat, that's where we are going.

I am so sick and freaking tired of other people telling me where my mental health is.

It's good no one ever mentioned the roof tiles.

Oh, but. I had to locate the water spray bottle today because the neighborhood kits have been coming over and eating my newbie (Boogie)'s food. and pissin in his woods. As a mother I have to say, get lost, my dears. I love them too. But hey, this turf belongs to him now.

Every freakin body is watching the Daily Show but me. I have no cable! and I'm just about ready to rip a cord.

This thing gives me comfort weather I am down or up >
http://youtube.com/watch?v=tStmreuvBF0

or propellerheads, whatevah.

Did you ever know that the butterfly wings are a trigger for you? I noticed that on first glance at your sig line.

ps. Happy B'day UGP style!