I was prompted to start my journal by a post about The Secret.

[lildreamer316]

Please read, and tell me if you think I was clear.
I wish more people understood what I perceive to be the underlying truth to the idea, but I understand why that is so hard to get to, for some.
Thanks!

[I Have A Dream]

1. lildreamer, did you mean to include a link or something like that?

:shrug:

[stellanoir]

2. Click on the orange journal rectangle silly.

I'm laughing because as a veteran cyber ninny, I NEVER EVER EVER thought I'd tell you how to do something online.

[I Have A Dream]

4. Oh, I didn;t realize that you meant a DU journal.

I can't even begin to tell you how tired I am; it's been a very long May & June, so far.

Two people here called me silly in the last 12 hours!

:cry:

;)


Oh. and yes, it was very clear! :thumbsup:

[stellanoir]

5. Oh

I think you are entirely adorable when you're silly.

I only knew of your big project last month. It hasn't lightened up for you yet ? Sheesh.

Just looked at your chart and your Progressed Moon is approaching your Natal Uranus and Transiting Neptune and Chiron are opposing it.

Transiting Saturn is approaching your Pluto/North Node conjunction.

All this activity can offset one's normal rhythms and it is a challenge to pace oneself a bit differently.

I know, I know. . . easier said than done.

Upping any supplements you take for a while might help as well.

I'll definitely send you some energy.

Any vacations on the horizon. . .? Hope so.

An affirmation like "my source is limitless" may help as well even if you don't believe it. It's true.

You are the best.

:grouphug:

[I Have A Dream]

6. Thanks, stella!

I've put in over 40 non-paid hours since last Saturday. (The only thing that has kept me sane is being able to check in on DU occasionally.) I think that the worst is over, but I realize that I don't have the ability to do this the way that I used to. It really makes me have even more compassion for people who have to do this all the time just to make ends meet.

I'm not sure what all of the things that you mentioned mean, but hopefully none of them lasts too long.

No vacation scheduled, but I need to start thinking about it, I think. It's going to be a very busy year for me at work, so taking time off is going to be difficult.

Thank you so much for your sweet post, my friend. :loveya:

:hug:

[stellanoir]

7. The Saturn influence is probably

what's making you feeling that you don't have the ability to do this the way you used to.

Saturn often creates excessive responsibilities, both familial and work related that can at times seem Sisyphian. Saturn rules the bones and they just tend to feel heavier under it's transit. People often self defeatingly presume that an influence that is in essence, fleeting has to do with the linear process of aging but even people in their twenties can often feel unusually sluggish. Many often respond in a self fulfillingly prophetic sort of manner. That is really not advisable.

Still "nose to the grindstone" is a great short term approach as the benefits of discipline under a Saturn transit can be sustained for 28-29 years.

Your Saturn transit only lasts until the first couple days of August so you are truly in the home stretch.

Your Progressed Moon conjunct your Progressed and Natal Uranus is a great one for off loading any extraneous emotional baggage and (not that you have any) is often quite liberating. It will occur in 3 & 1/2 -5 months and is just what the cosmos ordered to help you feel freer and lighter again.

So a preemptive **PHEW** may be in order.

[I Have A Dream]

8. Wow, thank you so much for this, stella!

I never know in situations like this whether I should, as you said, put my "nose to the grindstone" or if the lesson/appropriate action at that particular time is to rebel against it. The former felt correct here, so I'm glad that this is indeed the case.

I think that I can manage to give my all for a few more months if it will get me such a long-term reward. :) I hope that whining a bit occasionally isn't counted too much against me by the planets. ;)

Thank you again, my friend, for giving me a much more clear vision of the end goal. :hug:



(lildreamer, I"m sorry that I hijacked your thread. :()

[lildreamer316]

10. ;)

LOL

I think it's just maybe a communication snafu, what with Merc retro and all that jazz.

Silly is not always a bad thing...remember the Tarot card The Fool...and the answer to Life, The Universe and Everything is 42!!

:dunce: :freak: :party: ? ..something like that...

[stellanoir]

3. Yes you were VERY clear and I'm so pleased for you and your husband.

So nice to hear of improvements in people's lives amidst all the tales of woe that are in circulation.

[lildreamer316]

9. We are just keepin' on keepin' on, if you know what I mean.

As I said in the journal, I didn't visualize anything MAJOR (like brand new _______; Million dollars, etc.) but there has most definitely been a noticeable improvement. I got a car that was new for me; and most days I feel 'in the flow' as it were..parking spaces at just the right times; traffic lights, etc. and so on. Things just serendipitously work out.

I think it is possible that I can ascribe some of it to the 'ascending world' kind of thing Karen talkes about in her alerts; or just the fact that we are not letting all the negativity get to us.

Either way, 's all good!

Thanks, and again stella, I am appreciative of your offer of help a few months ago. It meant a lot to me and husband.