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sometimes it's best not to shoot from the hips. As Clinton recently said regarding the Democratic party in reference to Iraq - "we are not the party of cut and run, we are the party of stop and think"
Just as it applies to Iraq, there are many issues out there which applies to "stop and think". So before I go shooting my mouth off, I wanted to stop and think.
I'm 51, I accepted and embraced my 'dykeness' 30 years ago. This was a time when Anita Bryant set the gay community on fire with her prejudices and bigotry. It launched gay pride marches. My first visit to Provincetown saw business after business refusing to serve Orange Juice as a form of protest against her.
I saw men holding hands and kissing in public. I saw women holding hands and kissing in public. I saw everything I was denied elsewhere in the country.
This was also a time when AIDS became known to the public. It was something to fear, and because it was mainly identified with gay men - being homosexual also was something to fear.
It was a time of the birth of a liberation movement, and a time of great fear. Not too different than today's situation? With the mid-term elections we, as Americans, have the beginnings of liberation from the neo-con, and we also have fear. Be it fear of terrorist attacks or fear of gay marriage it's still fear.
Sadly, once the noise over Anita Bryant faded - so did the original energy which gave birth to a gay liberation movement. Both faded. Instead of remaining united, we, as the gay community, started to splinter. To use a cliche "Unite we stand, divided we fall".
Looking back, we have come a long ways. There are laws which prohibit discrimination based on sexual identity. That's one step on the road to real equality, and we still have a long way to go.
When Clinton was elected, he had promised to address the gay community's issues. What we got was "don't ask-don't tell" and not much else in the way of national action.
As much as I enjoyed watching a 'moral values" Repub get taken down by his own lack of values - the Foley scandal also glued the notion of pedophilia with homosexuality and thereby making it all the more difficult for the gay community to be accepted. Once again we are something to be feared.
Haggard's admission is another example of where bigotry and misconceptions have caused harm. Haggard admited being gay is something he has struggled with all his life. Why should it be something to struggle against? Now, he's in some sort of religious rehab treatment. Will it be successful? No. He may be able to repress his natural sexuality for a time, but it will re-emerge and it will be something he will struggle with for the rest of his life unless he accepts himself as he is, as his God made him.
It probably never occured to him that maybe God called him into religious service not because of his faith or beliefs, but rather because he is gay. And in being gay and religious, he would be able to set an example to others not to turn away from God because of misconceptions being promoted by bigots.
When I was very young, my brother and I were with our grandfather. There was a black couple walking down the street. My grandfather pointed to them, and whispered to us "see those people? that's what happens when you don't take a bath". Being young, my brother and I thought this was funny.
A few weeks afterwards, while with our mother, we saw a black man crossing the street. My brother and I from the back seat of the car, giggled "that's what happens when you don't take a bath."
Our mother patiently explained that this was wrong because God made everyone, and it didn't matter what color, just like people have different hair or eye color they also have different skin color and it didn't matter to God.
I remember saying to my mother "Did God make the martians too?" (I liked space movies). My mom said "Yes, God made everything and everyone and all things on all planets."
When I was struggling with my "dykeness" - I remembered this incident, I remembered my mom saying God made everything, and I thought, if God made everything and God doesn't make mistakes then I must be ok even if everyone else doesn't think so. It felt right and my struggle with myself ceased.
to change the struggle with our culture and all it's bigotry and prejudice is going to take longer. It's not going to happen overnight. It's going to happen slowly. yes, laws can be passed - but acceptance as true equals is going to go more slowly.
As a movement, we need to unite. We need to set aside our nit-picking difference before we can expect the Dems or Repubs to realize they need us as much as we need them.
The Repubs reached out to the Evangelicals, who were more than eager to join their ranks. The Repubs did it with promises of "values" and with fear that if they did not join the repubs those values would be destroyed.
Reaching out to the gay community is more difficult because so many of us still hide in closet. This also makes it difficult to create a movement which is large enough and powerful enough to get the political parties to pay attention. We need to start rekindling the energy that began with Anita Bryant's crusade.
ok I've blathered enough, hope I've been coherant and not too rambling...
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