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The other night I bought a "new" (new to me anyway ;-) ) copy of 1984. My previous copy was left in Florida with all my other books. It's a 31st printing, from 1964. This particular copy of the book is older than I am. The story it contains is older still. Yet, the tale of 1984 itself is truer now than ever before, even in 1984. I had read 1984 several dozen times, but I think only once after 9/11. Returning to it now, almost 6 years later with a different field of perspective in this "post 9/11" world, it haunts me now more than ever.
The thing, it seems to me, is that we as Americans have constructed our own version of 1984. Instead of Big Brother or BB we have The President or POTUS. Instead of The Party/INGSOC we have Republican/Right or Democrat/Left. Instead of Telescreens we have Cable Television and Sweeps Week. We voluntarily give up our rights without even thinking about it. We are our own Thought Police. Every decision in our society has become compartmentalized and at the same time conflated with every other issue until everything is politicized and polarized. We always DoubleThink. We never DoubleThink.
Yet as much as there is The Party, there is no party. We are all proles voluntarily, submissively. We believe in the illusionary world we have constructed for ourselves. We have the illusion of Democracy, the illusion of Freedom. We attack other countries to spread our brand of Freedom and Democracy, yet we ourselves are neither free, nor do we live in a Democracy. Instead of the Socialist fascism that Orwell showed us, we chose to have Capitalist fascism.
We are all Proles. We cannot escape from our prisons, for our prisons are our lives. We hope for things to get better, some of us may even write a stirring essay or article. Perhaps a television spot or radio spot. We will fight the good fight, smugly satisfied that we have done the right thing. All too likely though, that stirring article, essay, column, radio or tv spot will either be ignored by the audience that needs to hear it, or it will partisan and base all of its importance on the need to get the Red Party out of Power so that the Blue Party can be in Power, or that the Red Party is the enemy and that the Blue Party is your friend. Or any number of other variations.
We have always been at War with Eurasia. It gets a little fuzzier every year doesn't it? When the War started it, who started it, how far back it really goes, which conspiracy ties into what, who really attacked who. It just goes on and on. Most of us now are sure when the War started. When did the Civil War end? Why did it end? Was there ever really a Civil War? As everything becomes digital more and more, day by day, we invite the existence of the Ministry of Truth a little more, day by day. Today you search and find out that the Civil War ended April 9th 1865. Tomorrow though... perhaps new evidence suggests that it ended in 1864. Maybe instead it ended in 1862, not long after the crushing defeat of the Confederate Army in the Battle of Bull Run.
The problem with our eternal war of course is that opposition to the Government is terrorism and terror is the enemy. Most of you here, Proles that you are, see the Democrats as your shining Blue champions who will make everything good and wonderful again. You know for certain that they will fix all that the evil Red Republicans have wrought. I myself get swept up in the moment frequently. I think to myself how great it will be to finally be free again. Then I remember sometimes, that we have never been free. We have always lived in these gilded cages. Every year the bars get prettier and more bejeweled, but they get smaller with each passing year. We have forgotten that we have wings and that we are meant to fly. We should be soaring free, but we are all trapped here, together, in a cage we built ourselves to keep us safe and happy.
I can say all these things because there is no vast conspiracy. No evil overlords. We built this thing ourselves. I can say these things because most who read it will ignore it. It will either be considered to be a left-wing rant and ignored by right wingers, or it will be seen as a right-wing rant and ignored by left-wingers. I am sure plenty will read this, agree with it and then go back to the important things in their lives, you know a new TV, paying your bills, going to work, watching the big game, checking your lottery tickets.
I can say all these things because I know they are futile and irrelevant. Thanks to the perfected art of DoubleThink everyone knows that we are free and that we are prisoners. We want peace and are always at War. We do not torture and we torture.
I can say all these things just to prove that I can say them, to prove to myself that I do not fear the constructions of our minds.
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