Well last week,I fell down my basement stairs.It was 3 am. I got up to pee, went in the wrong door,and it wasn't my bedroom. I found myself flying down the basement stairs.Hit the floor with a slam at an amazing speed. As I tried to move to get myself back upstairs, I noticed me friggin' head was bleeding.great. Owwww.
My roommate must have heard the ruckus and he helped me up.
Anyways I had to call the ambulance. My roommate who was going to take me to the ER ,he passed out. So me being last one standing, I called 911 for both of us. The EMT's got here,my roommate was now conscious,on the couch and I was in the chair holding down the phone button to keep the phone hung up. My neck was killing me. I was worried about my already fucked spine being worse..My roommate seemed ok.I was put in a collar and tied to a back board ,put onto a gurney and into the ambulance.
When we got to the ER I told the attending nurse and the EMT on the way there to get me out of these restraints ASAP.
They took around 2 hours.I kinda flipped out.I can't take restraints I freak too many bad memories.
Then they took them off.
They totally blew protocol for restraints but it gets worse.
I was there around 4 hours before I got cat scanned I was in bad pain. The cat scan people were cool.
The x ray people were assholes. At x ray they finally gave me some pain medicine. After 2 seconds the x ray lady told me to move myself to the x ray table, I tried to but it hurt and she was disgruntled she had to help me move. She had me move to the side I could not see the handle she was pointing at as my neck was in a collar,Again and again I tried to grab the handle and lift myself but I kept missing the handle,banged my fingers in frustration I said fuck,..This lazy ass tech told me to watch my language!!
Of all times to be a fucking puritan. I felt like kicking her teeth in but I bit my tongue. And she pissed and moaned about having to help me move.Fucking psychopathic dead emotion pieces of shit like her do not belong in the health care industry.These half human creatures they go for the health care,clergy, mental health careers because they get a power rush out of dominating the injured and weak people and this creep had no compassion.
I hope I never see that asshole again.
But it gets worse.
Long after sunrise I am discharged.As I wait I ask for a cold pack and the day shift guy was kind enough to give me two!
I get my discharge papers get informed I have an ovarian cyst,and I am shown the door. I walk a good ways to the cafeteria to take one of the pain pills they gave me,and I call my sister for a ride home.
I was home like 3 hours,and I get a call.It's the hospital I gotta come back. I need a leg brace and crutches,because my knee is fractured.These fuckers discharged me with a fracture.I had walked quite a lot with a fracture unknowingly limping. I wondered why my leg looked funny. So I called around and got a ride.It was like two more hours before I got there. Now I got this retarded velcro leg brace thing that continually slips down. The doctor they referred me to does not accept MA. So I have been this past week calling and trying to find a doctor to help with me knee who does take MA.One thing about medical assistance it is very different in real life compared to what it says it is on paper.
Hardly any doctors accept medical assistance if you need a dentist you won't find one. It in some instances in some places almost like not having insurance.
My back seized up today.Had to take pain killers and muscle relaxers. Nobody was home.I managed to get myself on my bed. I was kinda feeling despair so I called my mom.. I had no one else to call.It is an ache now.Glad that has eased up.
Sigh.
This got me thinking. My issues are nothing compared to someone with cancer ,a bad sickness or worse degeneration in their spinal disc's than mine..
I cannot imagine how hard it is for them to deal with this incompetence ,hassles and bullshit times 100,with the anxiety, pain fear and suffering they must go through. Add on the fact most likely they don't have medical assistance it becomes 1000 times worse for them.It makes my blood boil.
If we all were treated to the same health care the senate gets we would not be suffering from may of the stresses seeking health care causes us.There would be people there to help with the paperwork.Bills would be twipped for us,we would be treated with respect,and not be treated like scum,every effort to make us comfortable would be made ,we could go to good doctors and hospitals that would not keep us restrained until we flip out,notify us we have a cyst without telling us if it was dangerous or not, or send us home with fractures.
We would be followed up from start to finish.
The kindness and thoroughness richie's get should be what each person gets.Rich people do not deserve better than MA or no health care.They should not be so privileged at the expense of millions who go without. How many hours does congress really DO work? How many hours does a janitor or maid work?
And congress is out of session part of the year,Janitors and maids get no such leisure time. It is time to MAKE the RICH SHARE.
If they do not share we must take back from them what we deserve to have.We too have a right to pursue OUR happiness too.
Things shouldn't be this way.
The only reason it is like this is because the rich are greedy and they can never have enough and we the people have forgotten this and give them too much. The rich are like goldfish you feed them too much they will eat themselves to death.
We have to limit the wealth the rich take so they cannot buy our government, buy the FDA, buy private mercenary armies like black water..We have to treat the rich like goldfish give them only a little of our time,labor and trust,and not give the rich our lives for they will consume us without shame, until we are used up husks, than throw us away when we become old sick or not useful.
The rich are not like us they do not have a reason to develop kindness without expecting a return on the investment .So they never have..
Here are some links..
The Rich Are Making the Poor Poorer
http://www.zmag.org/content/showarticle.cfm?ItemID=13064http://greedyrichpeople.com/http://www.juicycerebellum.com/poorboy.htmhttp://www.ubersite.com/m/108639http://www.scu.edu/ethics/publications/iie/v3n2/justworld.htmlhttp://www.commondreams.org/archive/2007/07/13/2507/Why are people defending the status quo and not working to implement health care structures and demanding low-cost medicines?
I think it’s because the rich people of the world didn’t really embrace the poor people of the world as being truly human, and this is a part of our primitive past. We hope that now, and in the year 2020, things are changing and that people’s poverty will not stop us from embracing their humanity. Some people would say embracing their humanity means saying that their culture is “cool.” That’s okay, anthropologists do that all the time. But truly appreciating their humanity means saying, “They’re hungry, we’ve got to do something about it; they’re going to die of TB, let’s make it possible for them to be cured.” For all of us physicians and those who care about the rest of the world, fully embracing the humanity of others and letting their suffering ***fracture our own existence*** is the most difficult and most important thing we have to do.
http://www.satyamag.com/jan01/kim.html