In recent months I've been an angry ass and I apologize.

[Breeze54]

Something got to me... not making excuses.

Life brings on hardships and sorrow... and fear and as a result.. anger.

That's an excuse and a lame one, I admit but seemed to fit the bill for a time.

It doesn't fit anymore, as least as far as Democratic Underground is concerned.

I knew that today when I encouraged a new friend of mine to come here and join up! :P

He did; he said. ;)

I had only good things to say about this 'train wreck' ... J/K! ;)

I've been angry at the world for at least four months, not that it should

have been your problem and but I spoke out and was yelling and angry at the world.

Ya know, they say, "You only hurt the one's you love."

I've tried not to do that but I guess it's human to throw your FEAR against

the wall and see what sticks. I've been a real pain in the ass, not only to you

but to myself. That really sucked.. to relize that I wasn't really angry with you all

but to admit that I was angry with me.

I'm sorry.

I really am sorry for being an assh*le.

I spologize.

No one made me post this except my conscience....

******** PEACE ********

FOR YOU>>>>

:loveya: in spite of myself" (It's a GREAT anti-BUSH song!) Google it! :P


For you...

Suite - Judy Blue Eyes by Crosby, Stills & Nash

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EzF_MoXOU1E

[proud2BlibKansan]

1. . . .

:hug:

[Breeze54]

5. I've missed you....

:hug:

[proud2BlibKansan]

11. I've been here all along

Stuff happens. Life goes on. :)

[w8liftinglady]

2. I've been angry,too

one of my right-wing opponents in the local paper called me on it-he's right.
Now,more than ever,we need to embrace hope and forgiveness.
Love ya,man!

Peace Train
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7sjSHazjrWg

[Breeze54]

6. I love that you are still writing!!

I've missed you too!! :hug:

[Number23]

28. "Now, more than ever, we need to embrace hope and forgiveness."

Amen. :hug:

[ohheckyeah]

3. I don't know that I've read your

angry posts but I understand how shit happens and sometimes it just comes spewing out. You certainly aren't by yourself.

[Breeze54]

8. You probably didn't and that is just as well... but

thanks for your vote of confidence. ;)

I really lost it ... for a time. :(

I'm sorry I lost control of my emotions.

I'm trying to do better.

[ohheckyeah]

19. I've been known to lose control of my emotions

on occasion. It was nice of you to apologize and I'm sure all is forgiven and will quickly be forgotten.

Are you feeling better now? It's really hard not to dwell on the anger making stuff sometimes but try to take time to reflect on the good.

[Breeze54]

23. "try to take time to reflect on the good."

I will. ;)

I'm trying.

[ohheckyeah]

40. It sounds really good but

it's not always easy.

[Breeze54]

42. No kidding..... Thanks

;)

[babylonsister]

4. Hi!

Nice to see you. :hug:

[Breeze54]

9. Thanks, Sista!

:hug:

Love you back!

Thank You.

[EFerrari]

7. Maybe we need a Pissed as Hell forum.

:hug:
:grouphug:

[Breeze54]

10. LOL! Maybe!!

I know I was 'out-of-control' for a time and I apologize.

I'm sorry. :(

But I have a lot of broken plates at my house!!

LMAO! J/K!! :P

I only broke one, by accident!! ;)

[rwheeler31]

12. Thanks for the help.

[Breeze54]

15. I don't know if I helped you but

I'm happy you're happy and Welcome! ;)

:hug:

[bdamomma]

13. nice to see your back, missed you

come visit us on the truthseekers thread when able.:hi: :hug:

[Breeze54]

18. A friend name change? LOL!?

I will do that but finding MM on EST time has been a hassle!!

I guess you're right! I should log in there again and get the EST time link.

What was your previous name here?

"BadMomma"? Still doesn't ring a bell... :P

Seriously.

[bdamomma]

48. oops I'm sorry, I changed from alycedouglas to new one.

[ohheckyeah]

22. I guess this is as good a time to show

my ignorance as any - what is the whole truthseekers thing about?

[bdamomma]

49. oh, it is a thread for anyone who listens to Mike Malloy

drop by, and say hello, we are a friendly bunch!!

[ohheckyeah]

53. Thanks.

I appreciate the response. I'll check out Mike Malloy.

[bertman]

14. I hadn't really noticed, but I accept your apology. And, here's my preemptive apology

to you in case I ever get really pissed and cut loose on ya:

I'm sorry, Breeze54, for any future assholeness I might possibly exhibit toward you.


:hi:

P.S. I'm glad you've recovered.

[Breeze54]

21. Hey, Bartcop! LOL!

I'm the sorry one... I ... argh!!

I can't explain me.

I was in turmoil.

I feel better.

No drug intervention, no therapy.... just solitude and thinking... a lot!!

Thanks for saying that! ;)

It is much appreciated.

:hug:

[Lone_Star_Dem]

16. Dont' expect me to be casting any stones your direction...my glass house is a tad too fragile.

Considering the snit I've been suffering from (and subsequently been subjecting those I care about to) who am I to judge?

Answer: No one.

:grouphug:

[Breeze54]

24. I LOVE the "Lone Star"

:hug:

:loveya:

;)

[NC_Nurse]

17. Who hasn't been angry lately? There's so much to be angry about!

I hadn't noticed an obvious pattern of pissy posts, but I could never be mad at you anyway. ;)

I'm glad you're feeling better! :hug: :grouphug:

[Breeze54]

25. ((((((((((((( NC_Nurse ))))))))))

I :loveya: !!!

And how is your daughter doing now?!

I hope all is well!! ;)

:hug:

Thank You!

[NC_Nurse]

29. She is fine and we are doing okay. We had to move to ATL to help with my mom.

She has Alzheimer's. :-(

I can't say I'm thrilled with GA, but we're okay. I hope you are well. :)

[malaise]

20. Welcome back Breeze54 n/t

[Breeze54]

26. That's it?! and you know I LOVE you!!?? !!

LMAO!!

You are still to cool for school!! :P

:hug:

I have missed you a lot. :hug:

[malaise]

46. Back at you

:hug:

[Breeze54]

27. I made a mistake.. "My Flag Decal" was the song I meant...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xp1mIYJNKWQ&feature=player_embedded



LISTEN TO IT!!!!!!!! Please?
http://liberalforum.org/liberalforum/index.php?showtopic=54682&view=findpost&p=1169768

[Historic NY]

30. your not the only one.

[Breeze54]

31. That's good to know...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xp1mIYJNKWQ

:hug:

[Rex]

32. Haven't been around for months.

Never seen ya pissed off, but I've been away. Nice post...takes a big person to admit when they are wrong. Something I must admit I am horrible at. :thumbsup:

[Breeze54]

33. Thanks for saying that, Rex.

:hug:

[Rex]

34. Hey I've seen you work hard here on issues you believe in

right back at ya...:hug:

[Breeze54]

36. Now you're making me tear up,,,,

,,, a little. ;)

:hug: ; friend....

[time_has_come]

35. I'm sorry I missed it

I like angry mother fuckers.

[Breeze54]

37. LMAO! I never FUCKED a MUTHA but

as a MUTHA?

I've ficked THEM and been focked over

by the Military but that's just my perspective. :>

YMMV

:puke:

[Fire_Medic_Dave]

38. Very big of you. Hope everything is on the way up for you now.

[Breeze54]

43. Thank you for your forgiveness....

I was a fool

:hug: to Fire_Medic_Dave

;)

[Fire_Medic_Dave]

44. I don't think I was owed an apology. I just admired your courage in posting it.

[uppityperson]

39. Best wishes to you breeze

[Breeze54]

41. Thank You...

Helplessly Hoping

- Crosby, Stills and Nash

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ArczUVXrODQ

Did he hear a good bye?

[Breeze54]

45. That means a LOT coming from you.

Thank You. ;)

:hug:

[madokie]

47. Peace

Love and peace is what we all should be striving for more of. I'm so happy you've found the peace, as with peace loves comes next:hug:

[Dogtown]

50. Hadn't noticed, Breeze

But I absolutely get what you're saying. Glad you're in a better place, now.

[H2O Man]

51. You?

You are one of the most decent people on this forum ..... and there are a heck of a lot of really good people here.

[Horse with no Name]

52. Oh I understand

Realllly reallly I do.
I haven't figured out how to channel the anger except when I feel it getting the best of me, I have to go away for awhile.
I should probably post something like this...but it is very likely the ones I have offended most already have me on ignore!:D