I now have 2 siblings who have taken their own lives. I am the youngest of 10 children born onto a farm in Minnesota, that we left when I was 3. We lost the farm because of crop failures and when my father couldn't pay the loans for pesticides and fertilizers provided by Monsanto, the banks were happy to foreclose, my father always believed Monsanto was in league with the banks.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Monsanto It was a legend to me as a child, and my parents at this point were pretty crazy so I pretty much dismissed anything they said. I don't remember MN much, but because of all that has happened to my family since then I have done a lot of research on my family and gone back to MN to see the farm and meet my relatives and hear their stories.
Our father went blind in his 60's, our mother was crippled with arthritis most of her life. Both of them were certifiably mentally ill. Child #9 was the first to kill herself. She was in constant pain with "fibromyalgia", and I put it in quotes because it is one of those diseases that is a rule-out diagnosis and from all I know of it, it is yet another disease western med and the drug companies just make money from w/no attempt to cure. When you are in constant pain you do what you can afford to deal with it and alcohol seems to work, it is the least expensive route and doesn't involve a prescription, so she drank and when she ran out of hope and money she hung herself in '98. Child #7 killed himself in 2006, he had multiple auto-immune diseases, was an alcoholic, as were (I found out on my trip to MN) many of my relatives.
Backtrack to child #9, which is why I responded to your comment about the ddt sprayer. My mother used to use a pump sprayer to spray DDT on our garden, apparently Monsanto had issued no warnings, but the backdraft permeated her clothing while she was breast feeding #9. #9 almost died as an infant and never grew to the size of any of the other children in the family.
In '92 I had a major exposure to lead poisoning and was very ill for several months after I heat stripped lead paint, prior to that I had been a stained glass artist, soldering lead. I was in constant pain, had memory issues and even though the worst of the pain went away after a time, (it takes about 3 mos. for it to filter out of your blood and go into your bones) it would crop up whenever I went through any kind of traumatic period. I just assumed it was genetic, my cross to bear. When #9, my closest friend, died, I was determined to find answers for fear I would be next. After much research I zeroed in on heavy metal toxicity and had my hair tested. Hair testing is the ONLY way to find out about the body burden of heavy metals. Of course insurance considers this "alternative". I was in the 98th percentile for lead toxicity. I had IV chelation therapy and the stories I heard from others while I was getting the IV's was like hearing my family history.
Estimates are that 80% of the baby boom generation have heavy metal toxicity issues. I cannot even begin to express my frustration with my rheumatologist who (prior to my hair test) had prescribed methotrexate, a drug that had so many side-effects I refused to take it. Chelation has saved my life, but I still have multiple auto-immune issues and responses to literally ANY chemicals. The slightest exposure to MSG puts me to bed for 2 days. My naturopath described the process as this: Imagine that your body has a small vial that collects all the bad stuff you are exposed to to protect you. Imagine that vial overflows. This is MS, this is Parkinsons, this is the body overstressed with toxins.
There are poisons everywhere, MSG is in everything, and don't even get me started on Nutrasweet, (which Rumsfeld got approved w/no research) and is in nearly every fucking diet pop. The information is out there everywhere on the internet, so if you or your family has issues I strongly recommend having your hair tested. EDTA is available in powder form, you can sprinkle it on your food and chelate every day. It is not in capsule form, but is available as a "bath salt", which costs nearly nothing. We all need to "get the lead out", and get informed or we will all go nuts. Mercury toxicity is a different chelator, DMPS, anyone with dark fillings in their teeth has mercury. I had all mine removed.
Western med doesn't give a rats ass about curing anything, as I said, I could write a book. Do the research if this is something effecting you and yours. It can save your life.