Reply #32: i retired as a flight attendant for one of the 9/11 airlines.. [View All]

[flyarm]

i took early retirement , as i no longer felt i could trust my government..not my airline, and not my co -workers , but my government!
i knew from the get go something was severely wrong with what happened..i knew immediately we were being lied to..i knew it from my training and from what did and didn't happen that morning..see i took off out of newark..just ahead of ual flt 93..i knew these bastards in our government lied..they lied up their assholes!
i alway sknew i put my uniform on and i might not come home, my family knew that..and i accepted that responsibility..
but i also knew my government had a responsibility ..to my passengers..and to any crew who took off out of every airport in this country..i hate george * ..i hate him with ever fiber of me..and i have never hated before..i can really say that..i never had hate in my blood..in fact i was always a very happy person..9/11 changed me..i can't say for the best..as i am obessed with getting the truth..of which i never will get in my lifetime..i am sad to say..i lost that hope when the election of 2004 was stolen again..

i took early retirement to go out and educate people..to make people realize they were lied to..
i tried i really tried..

i housed a kerry field rep in my home for 7 months ..my kitchen table was kerry headquarters where i lived until the state dnc put the money up for a headquarters..i worked innumerable hours at the headquarters..i fed the field kids who were working and making pennies to the dollar..
i ran for delegate and was elected..first time i ever ran for anything
i went out and did public speaking ..and demanded people ask for the truth...

i went as a 15 people panel at a major university round table face to face with one of the 9/11 commissioners..and demanded answers..and trained my husband to ask questions as i knew i would get only a couple questions in..so i preped my husband who is non political to ask questions only a flight crew would know to ask..of course that commissioner refused to answer any of the questions i had..
i went out speaking to vets..even with max cleland..
i spent 2 years demanding answers..and i still have none..at least none that are truth...

i dream of having peace again inmy life..but as all of you know..we are all at a point of no return..when we know the truth ..we willnever have peace until these son of a bitches are out of our white house and held accountable..but i fear that will never happen...

i fear for these bastards taking other americans lives over more and more and more lies...

my heart is ill that we have kids dying in iraq..all for fucking lies...

i feel sick when i think of women and children in iraq..dying for these fuckers lies...
i am sorry to say..today i have hate in my heart each and every day for these bastards..unlike anything i have ever known in my 53 years...
i fear for my children..i fear for your children...i fear our legacy will be that we failed our children, our democracy and our constitution...
and i fear the more i know each day..will break my heart for my country...and my countryman...i fear we have failed..there are days i do not know what else i can do..

i started an internet group shortly after 9/11 to search for truth..with some incredible americans..and patriots..they work their asses off educating people on the internet daily..
but its not enough..some days they ask me if this is all futile..i don't know how to answer anymore...

i have given up so many friends who refuse to see the * cabal for what they are..i have no tolerance for ignorance any longer...i tried to educate ..but you can take the horse to water...but the dumb fuckers would die of dehyrdration before they will even look at the truth...
i guess thats where i am now..i have no tolerance left for the son of a bitches who care more about party and winning than their country and their fellow countrymen..

i have no tolerance left in me...

but i will not give up..i will fight for the truth if its the last breath in me!
my co-workers who died on 9/11 did not deserve to die..their government let them down..of that i have no doubt..i call them my angels..as when i want to give up..they nudge me , they won't let me sleep..and they push me sometimes i think beyond my endurance!

but i will forever fight for the truth for them...my lovely angels..

and for my angel ANDY...HE OWNS A PIECE OF MY HEART AND MY SOUL!

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