Reply #13: I'm afraid you're right. I feel continually uneasy. [View All]

[woodsprite]

I think my "fight or flight" reaction is really high, but hubby doesn't take me seriously. I've always bailed before something big hit the fan wherever I worked. It was just something I didn't want to deal with, didn't HAVE to deal with because at the time I didn't have a family, BUT, it was always right and I made the right choice.

I'm getting that same uneasy feeling now tenfold, and now because of family -- well, I really don't know what it would take to make my hubby leave here. Delaware is too damn close to DC, Philly and NYC. He probably would do it if we had money saved, but with only 9 yrs to go for both of us to retirement, good retirement benefits, health paid for us, kids college tuition covered -- makes it hard to leave.

I'm thinking whatever little suprise the cabal has for us will be nuclear. Then I have to ask myself, where would I rather be? The true answer is standing right under that bomb when it went off so I wouldn't see the misery that was left for everyone else on earth. All these countries think "Nukylear" bombs are like tater chips - can't have just one.

I keep trying to tell myself that I'm just being paranoid. So far, it ain't working.