Reply #33: I carried to almost 5 months a complete tragedy [View All]

[Maru Kitteh]

I started experiencing some discomfort and cramping so they did a sonogram. This was a long time ago, and I was poor, they didn't do them routinely then.

I was carrying a mass with no discernible features other than a partial spinal column and a deformed but functioning heart. Partial limbs and organs existed in twisted and inappropriate orders and places. I heard the words from the doctor like he was speaking to me in the worlds longest hallway. I had diapers ready in my closet. One lung outside the mass. Baby shoes on the shelf. No clear skull structure. All those maternity clothes. Hind-brain only structure found near the spinal cord. I wonder if it was a boy or a girl.

My life was not in danger. These freeper FUCKS would have me carry that nightmare to delivery. FUCK THEM and the self righteous windshield cowboy they rode in on.