Reply #37: You know, I know people are trying to help, but it's not that god damn [View All]

[SweetZombieJesus]

simple. If it were, I'd be passed out in a bar in Austin right now instead of laying on my couch, coughing up a lung, and posting bitter diatribes about the crazy women who've made me the cynical jag-off I am today.

First of all, I don't make enough money to save up money to get the fuck out of this state. I barely have enough to pay my bills. Secondly, I can't move out of this state in a year like I'd planned, because my dad just died, and I can't leave my mom and my brother thousands of miles away. I'm more concerned with living through this darkness right now before I can go to the promised land.

And if Bush gets reelected in 04, neither I nor the country will be in any kind of economic shape for me to be able to move to Austin anyway, or any other real state for that matter. The fact of the matter is, I'm stuck in this shithouse state for at least two more years, working at a convenience store, single, relatively friendless, and more or less broke. How I'm not a meth addict like the rest of my miscreant friends, I'll never know.