An explanation, a humble apology, and a picture. [View All]

[LeftyFingerPop]

This is a picture of what I looked like when I woke up this morning:



Well, I pitched a good one in here last night after a very emotional day.

One of my PUI posts stated that I took 6 Vicodins and has 10 beers. The part about the 10 beers appears to be entirely accurate. I went back and counted my Vicodins, and it appears that I did not take 6...the number is probably 3 or 4...and probably half of those were taken several hours before I popped a beer. They were taken to alleviate severe arm pain while yanking bushes out of the ground yesterday afternoon. So, while my behavior was certainly high risk, it was not as dire as I stated.

I felt horrible after reading my posts in the clear light of day, because I think that I gave the impression that my mental state was pushing me toward a suicide attempt.

This is what I wish to apologize for. I am sorry that I gave that impression. I was really quite overcome with the concern shown by the people here, and I apologize from my heart if I caused any worry. I was not suicidal, just depressed. Today is another day, and some issues have mended themselves already.

Thank you for your caring.