Reply #18: Fascinating - can't get messages if you are in polarity [View All]

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I am thinking of what you said about Neil Young and messages

I get messages but only when relaxed and in spirit (like doing massage)

Some of my personal judgment is based on my 'knowing' and seeing the person who is (I see their dark side) and not the person they project
Comes from wanting to protect self (have had a mugger and other attacks before) so the protection of self - prevents messages - inability to feel safe because trust has been broken - this obviously from this conversation means - I am preventing spirit from following

It is ALL of our jobs to be available for Spirit
When we are in polarity we are unavailable.
At least that is what I am getting from this conversation

When you mentioned the black and white filter - it has been stated before (30 or 40 years ago) - I was clueless then as to the meaning but have more of a grasp of that nebulous topic now

The first time I interpreted my chart at a weekend class 40 years ago and all I have seen is those lines opposing and the opposites and it seems to play out in real life with intensity of polarization. That polarization energy has become more intense in the last two decades and as I watch the polarization in the world. I just dropped off a news site because people were bashing Obama with rw talking points and no knowledge. It is hard not to judge them as idiots.

The I'm ok your ok book came out for my generation - the one upmanship and the inability to see others equally - I was told it was the Saturn/Pluto thing

Yes the Venus in Pisces is so different than any of the other energies and gets me in trouble - I care for every stray (person) there is out there and too many that are on drugs or emotionally unavailable or incapable of being a grownup. (Myself included in the Peter Pan syndrome) and then I have to walk away but they lighten my heart and sometimes get it racing.

Not aware of the Chiron and haven't read much on it - like I have all the other planets or astrology book writers.

The Virgo energy is good with some things but hell with the judgment and perfection (never used to call it that)- The moon in Virgo seems to be weepy sometimes, just downright muddling, pity party and get out the hats - although I suspect they are partying with Saturn and Pluto at the same time.

It is like being on a seesaw sometimes. right side of chart to the left side of chart

I get excited and start to move ahead on things and Whap, Wam Pow, I am pulled back by the questions - is this smart? What if this? What if that? FEAR FEAR FEAR - and the seesaw crashes back down on that right side of the chart and the fun is over.

Not sure how you are using the word dogma or distant father
Authority figures have always been a challenge and some have said it is because of the opposition of leo pluto opp of the Aquariansun BUT
you are talking about mercury (thinking communicator writer ) and Saturn ( the party pooper and debbie downer, structure and rules )

I don't think I have looked at that opposition much of mercury and Saturn - just never thought of them as opposites but they are very much within 3 degrees of each other - so expand/expound/give more words/ on your thought line there or the energy there or polarity or lack of energy