Reply #6: Personally, I feel that I am in a holding pattern [View All]

[ayeshahaqqiqa]

after more abuse from my boss this week, I'm getting my resume ready. Trouble is, I feel trapped-boss is vindictive and likely to fire me if he knows I'm out looking for employment elsewhere. And since he is buddies with almost every other employer in town, I know he would keep me from getting hired on. I checked with the pendulum and it said it wasn't time yet to go, but to be ready. I'm hoping I can sever emotional ties I have (fear of having no job when I really need one) so that I can go on.

I'm not feeling tired exactly, but am finding it hard to find peace in my meditations. Hopefully this will soon change.